This week has sucked soo much ass u wudnt even believe!!!! GAH!!!! This week was midterms!!! w00t! not! history and spanish were on monday... they seemed pretty easy so its all good...

 tuesday was religion and chem... bahahahahahahaha religion exam was such a joke! holy shit! it was clown shoes dude! for the last essay i cudnt remember the 5 proper ways of grieving... who wud? but anyway... manda sat behind me and she had all the essays and i wa slike dude wut does interdependant mean? (which was the 1st essay) and wen the teacher was writing something on the board she thru the paper right on my desk and i was like dude holy shit!!! u cant just put it on my desk!! and i thru it on the floor and put my book over it... needless to say i was only able to answer 1 of the 2 essays but he wrote 2 extra credit essays on the board so that prolly saved my ass big time! chem was easy cuz we got to bring in a 1/2 sheet of paper with anything we wanted on it to use for the test! Mr Cote got soft and i thank god cuz thats the only reason y i prolly passed!!!

 yesterday was a snow day!!! w00t! and how did i spend my snow day??? sittin in front of my crappyass computer till about 3 o'clock... then my mom had a great idea... why dont we go to the DMV and get ur permit?!?!? and all i thought was oh great another test i get to fail... but amazing like thru the long ass line and waiting i passed with every question right! hahah kickass! while i was takin the written est, ppl that worked there kept coming up to me asking me about my bright green neon boots i was wearing... lol yea theyre soo awesome!but yea so i had to deal with retarded ppl that day... then me and my mom went to wendys and i had a burger... YUM*

 Today, i had my english exam. Ppl may think cuz we live in america and we speak the damn language we shud pass english with flying colors... *BUZZER* wrong! its not about verbs, nouns, or vocab! its american literature! the worst crap ive ever seen since i saw this computer! thats the most confussing shit ever! retarded ass stories about thomas paine and ben franklin and some sleepy ass character named rip van winkle! yes thats his name i shit u not! i had a couple terms to memorize that was easy then the multiple choice with obvious answers... and then the essays! god help me if i failed it cuz of the essays! there were 5 and u only had to do 4... out of the 4 u were supposed to do #5 u had to do and guess wut guys?!??!!? i didnt know that so with about 10 minutes left i had just finished the 1st 2 essays and was startin the 3rd... then the teacher announced the whole thing about #5 having to be done and i was like oh shit and i stopped writing the 3rd essay and jumped right in to doin #5 and i was only able to write down 1 part of a sentence and then the fucking bell rang! and i thought oh great i just blew that!

 so from then on ive kinda been in a bad mood but not untill a few minutes ago have i ever been soo pissed in my entire life!!! i get out swim practice and my dad picks me up...me and a couple friends were supposedly goin to illusions tomorrow nite so i attempted to bring that up. i ask him if i cud go with a couple of friends meaning TDA  and matt who i havent seen in forever and i really miss him u have no idea im like gunna cry!!! and the answer i got??? NOOOO! that a club ur 16 blah blah blah!!! wut fun can u possibly have there that u cant have anywhere else???? and of course i wanted to wint this battle so i was pulllin excuses out my ass. i was like its an all ages bar... they dont even serve alcohol!!! and well adam gets to go with his friends and hes 17. his response yea and he shudnt even get to go! me fine then the next time he asks to go with his friends ur not gunna let him right?!?!?!!? and he didnt say anything... its fucking bullshit! i swear to god its all just cuz im a girl... im only 1 year younger than him and im way more mature than him its just not fair! and i dont want my friends to have to change their plans again for me cuz my rents suk at life!!! its not fair to me and its definately not fair to them. im not even gunna bother askin if i can go to the slipknot concert in march cuz i can just already tell theres no way in god creation that theyll ever let ME... go to a friggin concert oh no im a girl... i cant handle myself... wut if i get hurt... wut if i die???? i mean wtf is that how ppl go thru life not doin things cuz they think theyre gunna die if they do?!?!?! god dammit i hate my fucking life i wish i were never fucking born!!!!!!! holy shit u have no idea how much shit ive gone thru in my life cuz im a girl!!!! holy shit u dont even know and im not about to tell u either cuz this shit is really personal... im gunna shut up now about this and maybe if i dont feel like fucking shit... ill get over it and attempt to actually wanna live the rest of my shitty ass life! FUCK OFF!!!!

-x- SteFanIe -x-

 Hahaa!!! Let It Fucking Snow Bitch!!! w00t! snow day!!! got outa escuela at 10:30 yesterday and today slept in late cuz school was canceled! lets see wuts on the agenda for today... wen my mom wakes up might go to mikeys and chill with matt, that is if shes in a good mood... now adays thos r hard to get. umm if not im goin to vals to watch movies and if her mom aint home, matt cuz prolly come over... if that dont work im just gunna say im either at mandas or vals and just have him pick me up.... yea! that works! but wut i really wanna do today is start filmin for the new dvd for v-day! cuz theres soo much snow stunts today wud be sick! hahahaa! for a stunt we shud make a giant snow man, dress him up... and like beat him up and rob him for all hes got!!! bahaha carrot nose and all!!! i think that'd be hilarious... well im sittin here in my pj's and i think im gunna go take a shower and get dressed and see wuts up for today so payce!!!

ilu Matt!!!

-sTeFaNiE*

 Yo the TDA New Years Party was held at eric's house!!! He wasnt there for a good 1/2 hour cuz he was still at work so we just let ourselves in and Par-Tayed!!! but thats alright... lol! Awesome shit man... we had like everything: chips, dips, oh yea and dont forget about the drinks... ah shit! skyy, rum, some shit that tasted like a sneaker, and idk just a ton of good shit. Everyone like so cocked almost fallin over... God Dammit!!! Play the DV-Fuckin-D!!! hahahaa... Jingle Balls Jingle Balls, was a huge success... jimmy cuttin his arm on a broken glass and this girl michelle bandagin him up... hahah michelle: Ima nurse!! me: heh no ur not... ur a fuckin orthodontist!!! lmfao! dont ask i dont know y the fuck i sed that lol. but omg it was just sooo much fun... happy 2 months matt!!! ilusfm!!!

Lyl<333

-stef*

Hey guys... im afraid im the bearer of bad news... the new years party is cancled... it cant be held at my house because my mom is really sick and doesnt feel up to having the party here so unless someone has a free house to crash at... there will be no TDA new years party... im sorry guys and i hope everyone gets this... if u do get this can u help me out by telling everyone that theres no party at my house tonite... thanx

 It's now the morning of new years eve... i just woke

up a lil while ago and boy do i have a shit load of

cleaning and cooking to do! w00t! i am hosting this years

TDA new years party!

Info for the TDA New Years Party:

DATE: 12/31/04 - 1/1/05!!!

TIME: 8:30pm -12:30am!

LOCATION: mi casa...

(if ya need directions call me,

IM me,or look it up on www.mapquest.com)

CELL #:  Im Me to find out

HOME #: Im Me to find out

-ALSO!!!

feel free to let me know on the goodies and snacks ya'll

want for the party... and if ya wanna bring snacks too go

right ahead... the more help i get the better the party will

be!!!

So far the list mikey gave me and wut my mom is

already going to buy shud be enough grub for all!

Mikey's list of snacks:

Doritos- (Cool Ranch)...

RITZ- (Peanut Butter)...

CANDY..Hot Tomales...

Gummy Sour Worms..

Reeces Pieces..

CAKE..stuff like that

and CHICKEN... FOOODD... HOT FOOD!!!

My mom's list:

Mini hot dogs... (pigs in blankets)

chicken strips... (fried and hot) lol

umm... lots of chips, dips, soda,

and x-mas cookies that r the best ever... yummy!!!

This is gunna be a kickass party. The new DVD Jingle

Balls, Jingle Balls will be premiered tonite and as of

12:01... its mine and matt's 2 month anniversary!!!

i love you baby!!!

My mom is gunna by this new game called "scene it" so

we wont be too bored after watchin the dvd. so catch up

on ur movie trivia now! well, i gotta go to work cleanin

and cookin now so ill c ya all here later tonite!

oh yea and by the way...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

||Deace (o)ut [Kidos!!!

 I Love You Matt!!!

-x- sTeFaNiE <-(TDA)-> No0dLeS -x-

 Alright guys im back!! since ive got nothing better to do and im not pissed off at this journal thingy anymore ive decided to include u guys back into my life! w00t! how exicting huh?

  lol anyways... im gunna start at X-mas! Christmas was awesome! lets see i got an mp3 player... finally! its a 40GB!! thats alot of music! um... a bunch of clothes and stuff. Then my b/f matt bought me the prettiest necklace ever and my favorite band poster bLiNk 182 for my naked bed room wall! lol i also got a new pair of skates! but theyre plastic wheels... i need to go find used rubber wheels now so i dont slip all over the rink floor and kill myself again... that wudnt be good if i died!

 well as of wednesday, dec. 23rd... my bestest amiga ever is grounded cuz her mom thinks shes on drugs... yea i know pretty lame excuse to be grounded but then again if u knew her parents u'd know theyre pretty lame too. eventually thatll all blow over like everything always does. at least shes allowed "theraputic visitations" from me and val lol in the words of her mom. her dad is such a nerd its not even funny. for some reason he reminds both me and manda of our chem teacher mr. cote. mr. cote resembles a cross between a chipmunk/squirrel, and the monopoly man! i swear to fucking god!!!! lmfao!

  monday afternoon me and val went shopping at westfarms mall... thats an awesaome mall... u are here! how do they knoooooow? haha. didnt actually find a arkin spot till like 3. my dad gave me $60 and told me not to buy anythin not on sale... ha thats a joke! i only bought 3 things and the money just like dissappeared never to be held by me again. isnt that just like money to do that? i mean one minute ya have it then u look at this cool shirt and then its gone!!!! lol i bought 2 t-shirts from abercrombie + fitch and a pair of nice jeans size small that actually fit my tallness at forever 21! that practically made my day.left the mall around 5:30ish - 6 then went to chili's and ate. then after that, went to vals for a lil bit and watched resident evil 2!!! kickass movie... u have no idea!

 Tuesday nite matt came over for a lil while and we watched daredevil. we had like a tickle fight and our strength is about equal so it was basically a draw... stfu matt! u cheated! lol!

 i found out my assistant swim coach mr lynch died of a heart attack on x-mas morning and had to go to his wake at 3:45 today. manda was able to escape her groundin for a lil while to go to the wake then we went out to eat at big franks with my mom. mandas g-pa died a few days after x-mas... ugh! too much death this week! so after we went to big franks, i went to mandas house to help her make collages for the wake thats tomorrow... and i went over at like 6 or so and didnt finish till 11:30!!!

 tomorrow i gotta get up for 9 and be ready to go to the mall with manda and her aunt kathy at 10am and we only have an hour for manda to find an outfit to wear for the wake... this might be a bit of a challenge... lol then we gotta run over to her other aunt chrissy's apartment and move stuff cuz shes moving into mandas g-mas house and her g-mas movin somewhere idk but yea... hopefully ill be able to do something with matt after all that running around and stuff... so im like dead tired right now... so im goin to bed!

||Deace (O)ut [Kidos!!!!

ilu Matt!!!!

-sTeFaNiE*

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