6:57 pm
Friendships
So I am really having a hard time right now ever since Kristen left....we grew sooooo much closer and I'm gonna miss having her to be around!!! I always go to her when I'm down or bored or w/e!!! Ever since she got back from college this summer we have eaten lunch together everyday cause our work is soo close together!!!! Man I'm just counting down the days til I see her again!!! I havne't had a good cry in....well acutally it wasn't that long ago...actually with Kristen....but w/e it's just sometimes you need a good cry you know!!! So ya I'm just here typing this thinking about her and watching TV to try to get her off my mind!!! I just feel alone again...and it doesn't help that my mom is gone and I'm home alone too!!!! So ya here are some poems that explain what I am feeling right now....god I'm like balling!!! Ok I just read the poems again and seriously I just though of something!!! I'm gonna stop crying because even though I miss her soooo much I know I will see her again sometime soon like in Octover or November and then again in December..and then again when we go to Hawaii in April..and of course when we both go to Alaska in May for 4 months to work!!! So ya that just made me feel a lot better!!! Well I'm off to watch more TV and then I'm going to see Four Brothers tonight at Sunset with Tyler, Scott and Brett at 9:55!!! So I'll ttyl!!! PAECE
-Dedicated-
I never thought it was possible
To have a friendship this strong
It changes the meaning of friends
That I thought was right all along
At first I never thought it would work
I thought it would be just another game
But we started to get closer
And nothing was the same
You're more than just a best friend
The meaning is undefined
You hold a part of me
That I thought I left behind
You've given me this re-ability
To have faith and hope
I thought it to be impossible
But you're my way to cope
You're like family to me
But that seems an understatement too
You've filled an empty void
That I thought I'd never make through
You amaze me so much at times
That I don't know what to say
You're like an angel without it's wings
That happened to pass my way
You know how to open up
And show that you trust me
You make me feel like I'm not worthless
And that this was meant to be
You listen so much too
Days and days about the same thing
You never once complain
That I'm being annoying
You feel my feelings
Even the ones I'm not ready to face
You hold my hand through it
And fill the empty space
I don't know where I'd be
If I hadn't met you
You were that angel in all my darkness
That showed this friendship is true
Today is the day
You have to move away
Even though you're in my heart
We're going to be apart
My best friend
Don't worry
We're friends til the end
You have to move but don't say sorry
I'll send you letters
Everything will be better
I'll call you everyday
If you want it to be that way
It's okay if you're not by my side
I know that you are deep inside
I love you my friend
God found the best to send
My friend please don't cry
Put a smile on your face
And let the sadness go by
Remember you're my ace
I'm going to miss you
Remember that I love you
Goodbye my friend
But this is not yet the end.....