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 | 8:38 pm
its been a long time!
hey guys!!!!! its been such a long time! how is everyone? hope to hear from u guys like more often! love ya!
oh.... i was just like reading over some of my past blogs....... man was i really depressed! lol. well they'res no need to worry now! i'm as happy as a chipmunk! lol......... (is that happy?).
anyway... about Chris....... i still think he's a jerk...... but not so bad anymore. he's kinda nice i guess but i DEFINAteLY don't like him. Quinn- he's..... well he's still really hot but....... idk...... he's not the right guy for me.
lol..... i guess...... i should say...... i actually like my guy friend....... his name's michael. he's always been there for me...... and thats what iguess makes me attracted to him.
the problem~ i don't know if i like like him or just like him as a friend, u know? ................ HELP!
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Wounds
too much has been happening to my suroundings, but not to me. i feel like something's missing from my life. something very important, but everything's normal, just like before......
*sigh*
i try to cover my feelings by being a little cheerful, but like it doesn't work anymore, well atleast i think so... i don't feel like its working....... i feel so childish! still thinking about a "romantic" love life with someone, even though its never gonna happen. All guys wanna do to u is just look at ur body, not ur personality, or wats inside, which is most important.
I guess i'll just cry myself to sleep.............................
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Watsup?
hi guys, haven't like been on in a while. g2g soon, but wats up? nothing much going on here only a couple of trips, breakups, 1st and 3rd dates, same old things. and yet, i like feel theres something missing in my heart. oh and by the way, Chris has finally started talking to me again but just on a friendly, general, have-to- basis. ya noe? i guess Quinn ain't such a jerk, he's kinda sweet now and then to me, but he has the like idea that i don't want to date him, or anyone else as of right now and probably for a pretty long time. i guess, he thinks when i am ready, he'll be there! (ya right!, like i'm gonna date him afterwhat he made me like go through! HA he must be KIDDIN HIMSELF!) anyway, g2g now! talk to u guys soon! ^.^ | | 0 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 4:45 pm
Hi everyone!
hi guys! i feel great now. thanx for all the support! i feel real happy! thanx again guys! | | 2 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 5:19 pm
Being Strong, but in love
i'm goin to be strong, but still in love. i can't help it. Chris has abandoned me and doesn't speak to me. Quinn tries to but i can't stand seeing them both. I wonder how i can go on with my life. my only friend is amazingly a guy. isn't that weird? He's the only one tat actually cares about me, except for maybe mingles- thanx so much mingles! he's always helpin me with school and stuff. i love him (not like that, though) i can't even think of liking someone like that. anyway, i guess things are going pretty good. i feel a little better every minute of my life. its way good- now that things are over. and to think i fell for Chris' trick. and that little biotch. ah well. talk to all ya soon! . ^.^
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