well.... my blog sucks

i will fix it soon... it has like.. trent... and hes hot... but its just kinda stupid

so much has happened lately i dont know how ill catch up with myself....

i am so unapreciated

so so so so so so so badly

sigh

i quit trying so hard

oh man

college sucks

i had to take a two hour clerical test for Family Video

if i dont get the job im gonna freak... like i already am.... >_>

have you ever noticed that everytime somthgin in yoru life goes right and there are several good moments... immedeatly after that, there is an avalanche of horrible moments for every bad

i find myself hateful of good moments because im scared of the bad that will almost assuredly follow the good

so what do i do?... i sabottage myself into mediocrity

and by doing this i become the most sensitive person in the whole world when it comes to relationships with anyone and anything because... well... idk.. if i knew i woudlnt do it anymore... or at least id try and fix it.

..... la la la........

SCHOOL IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO MORE HIGHSCHOOL FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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prom rocked

my dress was Gorgeous.... it was NOT a catalogue prom-in-a-box kinda dress... ill try to post pictures when i get them back

safety nets

thats my new word

just incase somthing goes wrong .... and it always has in the past... why start now

less than a month left of school... then off to college

shoot me now

it all is downhill from here so im told

but i have a feeling that life will just get better with age

i hope

i opened up a tub of ice cream today and the ice cream on the top of the lid looked excactly like africa. ...................

it did

sigh

i picked up my guitar today.... andrew would be so proud.. didnt quite write a song but i managed to put a few chords together

god..... i feel out of it so im gonna go

prom weekend rocked

cause.. i didnt go to prom.. i hung out with andrew

and... yea

fuck... im gone

peace

its sad

no more coming home at 2am

no more sleeping till 2pm

just waiting

for the two more months to go by

then i get to wait for another  2 months to go to college

then i get to leave all the people i know and love and forget about them... only because im too lazy to keep up... to depressed to care about anyone i dont see. fuck... our school system is fucked up beyond words.

Pope died.... as bono said.. he was the greatest entertainer of out times

what a genius of a man...

spring break rocked.. dint go anywere but i spent it with andrew... so it had to ahve been awsome

im gonna miss him when hes gone...

borrrrrrrrrred

ooh... i got andrew into a band the other night

we were walking around downtown like loosers and we saw these guys and i wanted to talk but he didnt .... well we ended up talking and they werent poser muscians after all and they had taste it seems like.. so andrew went to go play with them today

hell be famous... hes too smart not to be.. but then i may be biased

i wonder if jenn is home yet

fuck.. i need more freinds

...no i dont.. i have the ones that matter

im off.... night

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