Nothing happened yet except for my family leaving me alone to think! But I bet within a week they'll be on my case again! Oh well better enjoy while I can.....

Back to breaking dad's drinking record!!!!

LATER!!!!

Hey Fuckers!

For people who read my blogs, Nothing much has happen other then my dad getting on my last nerve. My dad is a holy man, everytime I have a fun he usually comes up to me and blesses me. At night he comes in my room and tries to exorcise me for the past weeks. Except Devil damn them my friends come over to my house. I need to find all the holy shit my father stashed in my jail cell. My bitch of a mother has been on my case now for fucking months, she will not leave me alone. She drove me to the back of GoodWill in the middle of the night just so we can fucking talk on why I was fucking pissed at her and my dad!!! !!!!!

Well later going to drink some more liqour.

DON'T TELL ME WHAT I CAN'T FUCKING DRINK!!!!! MY PARENTS COULDN'T, THE COPS COULDN'T, AND YOU CAN'T EITHER!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

Oh sorry later.

Hey People,

Hey kinda going insane and delusionary here. So I think I need to scream then I see snakes wrapping around my body suffocating my body. Well being kicked off cause of gayass cousin's friend.

Later tell you guys more.

Later

Hey people,

Life is now being more of a bitch to me, by making everything sick and twisted (not in the good way). Dad in jail *deserves it, that son a of bitch*, Mom homeless & no job, and they always fight. Everytime I try to see 1 or the other they start fighting over the stupidest fucking reason. It's kinda pathitic, I have been letting blood shed from my arm from my misery and killing my being ever so slowly. If they don't make up I'm going to move up to San Jose to live a normal life......well that's what my aunt said or my soon to be new guardian. Well thanx for listening to my random bitching, Later going to spill some more blood from my body and soul.

Bye...........

Help me, I need someone to keep my emotions from showing. The more I spend up here the more I have these things called "Emotions". Like happiness without mischief/pain being caused, and what most adults say the wrenched word of ''LOVE". I have this weird feeling that if i leave something bad will happen to my feelings being caused by a person. ARGG I burried my consious/mind/emotions. Why is it coming back now? HELP ME ANYBODY THAT CAN HELP ME THIS FUCKED UP EMOTION THAT SOME PEOPLE CALL "LOVE"!!!! I'm I forsaken to fall to the trap of this emotion? I shall try to resist. Anyway later people got to go.

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