10:39 am
a message to younger girls
wow. I havn't been on here in a long time. It's kind of weird on when you look back on a blog entry from 2 years ago that you dont remember even making, when you were obsessed with certain anime and to when everyone was extreamly great friends and 'drama' was when a girl fell a skinned her knee.
...how things change. I am currently 16, I have a boyfriend named Chris, who is older than me by about 3 years, but he's very sweet. This is probably the 1st year that I've actually gotten depressed, packed and unpacked my bags and thinking about leaving home to go who knows where. I used to be against cutting, and I still am, but now I know how if feels like to try to cut away at your pain.
My message is for all the young girls who think that they're ugly, hideous even, and are young. You girls have a life ahead of you, and by carving things into your skin will leave you a hole in your heart and a slight reminder and nagging regret of how foolish you were back then when you did it. Times are hard, so when your alone and your feeling down, self mutilation is not the way to go. I have officially cut the word ugly into my upper thigh, and yes, it is painful, stupid, and it didnt help me feel any better about myself. Somewhere someone loves you, and somewhere at some point of time, ppl have been jealous of you. So put down the razors, the pills, and the bad thoughts. Hang out w/friends and tell them how bad you feel about yourself, do something to raise you spirits, and then, you wont have to find the regret that you might feel for having a scar on your skin. NEVER slit your wrists, take a bottle of pills, or diss yourself out, because you are you, and it's so hard to see just how beautiful and wonderful you are, but it's so easy for others to see it.
I dunno how either... (this is Lil_AznAngel) haha.... srry loonaboo if I put a background already on here.. I just thought it needed something... U can go and change it 8er^^ anyways I fixed it.. I'm really shocked... I fixed something.. haha.. anyways I think the problem was that she had it on HTML instead of Customs so.. it was all blank cause HTML means that u are going to use ur own codes and stuff right?? I think that was it... anways I'm going to get off cause this isn't even my blog... haha.. bye
bombs are fun. 
hmm.... i like rock music....
like s.o.a.d. slip knot murder dolls manson the used etc. etc. etc.
and action films. 
