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 | 6:40 am
I hate feelings....
Hiya again. I've been busy for a while now, haven't been on AIM much, either. I've been busy with school, and I'm trying to find a job. I need money T_________T Badly. I have so much to save up for, vacation w/ my family, me and Stephanie's roadtrip, then our other roadtrip, birthdays and, well, you understand. This isn't kewl. If anyone knows where I can find a job in Cleveland, I will be most gratefull. 
Anyway, I haven't been feeling well. Not just because I'm sick, I'm a little depressed, too. Not sure why. And I can't write any poetry anymore either. No inspiration. I'm gonna post some poetry on here, when I'm done complaining that is  .
I've been reading a manga I found at the library, called Mars, by Fuyumi Soryo. Very interesting, and cute. Anyone else heard of it? I can't wait to get the seventh one ^-^
Well, that's all for me, gotta go do school.
Poetry:
Valentine's Day:
It’s Valentines Day
And I’m all alone
I sit here
On you tombstone
In the park
With no one around
All I want is for you to rise out of the ground and hold me
Where are you?
Why did you leave me?
I remember how we use to say
That we would leave and never return
How we would run away on Valentines Day
Those thoughts make me cry now
My heart hurts so much….
Where are you on this Valentines Day?
You’re suppose to be here!
It’s not fair!
Come back!
Please…
Just come back….
Here comes the tears
That I haven’t shown to anyone but you
And now I’ve decided,
That if you can’t come to me,
I’ll just have to come to you
Happy Valentines Day sweetie…
What do you think? It is also now a song for my friends band ^-^ | | 1 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 1:27 pm
Moose's?
Hi, nothing much to talk about today, other then the fact that I have a very stupid kitten. We haven't been able to name her, because everybody keeps giving her different names. So far these are all of them: Cutie-Pie (-cough baby sister cough-), Kia, China, Stinky, Stinky Biatch, Smelly, Cat, Kitten and You. She will never know her name. We call her Stinky Biatch and crap because she really does smell. Badly xD Lmao, it's like she farts every ten minutes or something. We're not trrying to be mean, just truthful. I'm going to take her to the Vet's when I save up enough money. I'll see if she has something wrong with her or not. Until then, though, we will just have to carry around the spray.
Anyways, I'm trying to read each Harry Potter book ten times before the Half Blood Prince comes out. I made a bet with my friend that I could do it. But if I don't, I'm going to have to go to the mall, and on the top floor, yell as loud as I can, 'I like to eat my underwear while watching Sponge Bob'. X____x Yesh, we ish odd. I'm reading as fast as I can, but I'm really far behind, which really sucks. I don't want to do that. I'm dreading the day.
Has anyone ever read 'The Lion of Senet'? I think that's an awesome book!
Well, that's all I can think of to talk about, so buh bye now ^-^
Axel | | 2 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 4:21 am
Lala
Hi again. ^_^ I've been really busy with school and stuff, so I haven't been able to go onto AIM or update here and stuff. Which really sucks, cause I don't like school.Well, I like learning and crap, but I don't like having to sit in front of that stupid iMac all day long. I'm not sure if I wrote this already, but I do homeschooling. Well, computer schooling, really. We, my brother's and I, I mean, go to TDA for schooling. It's kinda fun some of the time, but it can get really boring. I like it, still.  .
Anyways, I've been really busy and this is the only time I've been able to update this thing. Not that I update it often, anyways.  Well, that's all I got for now.
Ttyl,
Axel | | 0 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 2:59 pm
Moo
Yay! Look, my very first thingy mujjigum!! xD To start off, I wanna thank my good friend SiLEntShADoW221! Or, as she's known on here, azngurl808.
I haven't been able to update this because one of my great uncle's died, or whatever. i didn't know them, really. Maybe I saw them once, but that was all. Don't get me wrong, I feel bad that he died and stuff, but it's not as important as when my best friend died. Now that meant a lot to me. I was really hurt for a long, long time, and I still hurt now. I wish he had never died, just like I wish that no one ever died.I spent a lot of time thinking about that, actually, and when I thought I never wanted anyone to die, I remembered that if no one ever died, then the whole Earth would be put off balance because of so many of the humans, and then the humans would ruin everything, so it really is better that humans die. Thinking this helps me cope with the fact that so many of the people I love have died, and it makes it at least a little better.
But enough talking about such morbid stuff, I wanna talk about my sister. I have a five year old sister, who's always hyper. She's also really bossy and gets annoyed really quick. Like tonight, my mother and Grandmother went out so I had to watch my sister. I decided to play her Monopoly game, for kids, and when I did one thing wrong, like hand out two fives instead of one, she completely freaked out yelling at me that it was all wrong, and now we had to re-do it all. For the second time.You'd think I'd learn how to do it, huh? Nope. Cause that's how I am, I never listen to her. xD Even though she's really bossy, and mean, and pushy, and annoying, and... err, I mean, even though she's all those things, she can be really very sweet and kind. Like when I was sitting on the couch, obssessed in my book, when she came and put a blanket around me. I thought that this was just so adorable, I picked her up and squished her. ^__^ She's so cute!! She has this really long blond hair, that looks like she has highlights in it, and these blue eyes that just sparkle. She's kind of tall and a little chubby. I'll have to up-load a photo of her sometime. When I learn how, that is... ugh.. o.x
Well, I don't have that much to talk about, so I guess I'll just leave it at that. Hopefully tomorrow I'll have better things to talk about.
Peace,
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