hmmmmmm... i dont know.. im trying to change around my profile but it's not working all to well!!! sooo.. GRRRRRRR >.

 SUMMER VACATION !!!!!!
YAY NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!

When i came home from the cadet mess dinner!!! BOY! i had fun. Anyways thats off topic of spookyhallow raod. in my town. there is a road called spooky hallow raod. and there are reasons why.. cause it's haunted. after i had a shower i got dressed then we all went. Jer Bear(jeremy) his girlfriend Jen , my sis cait, and my step dad Jeremy(yes there where too jeremys lol)and me of course krissy!!! We parked at the top of the hill just to the side turned all lights off on the car. then got out and started walking! HOLLY CRAP it was dark out! we picked one of the darkeist nights to go out! and it was raining and snowing.so we walked the raod. taking pictures, then we heard somthing in the bush! everyone jumped. turned out.... -_-"" it was jer bear who just threw somthing into the woods just to scare us shitless!!!!! his girlfreind wanted to turn back.. but we kept walking. car lights where going comming closer.. jeremy said maybe they will come to see if where ok ( since there where no houses, no other roads to turn off on, and all it was , was a road going straight through a hill with big tall trees, and looked very very spooky) the car came closer and closer and started to speed up. LITERALLY! i think the person thought we werent " Of this world i shoudl say" lol. THen we kept walking and walking. then jeremy started complaing cause he was on the outside of the big group walking down along the raod saying " IF SOMTHING WHERE TO JUMP OUT AT MEE!! I WOULD BE THE FIRST TO BE EATEN!" every started laughing. and said "at least it's not going to be me" =X
We finally got to the end of the road, and turned back, when we where doing that Bear ( the other jeremy) was taking a pee ( we didnt know this until he said ) " GUYS!! stop walking, im stage fright, then we asked why. looked at eachother ( we couldnt see eachother condiering we are like Huddling together! thats how dark it was) soo we draged him and he starting peeing all over the place.. then he mad us stop to finish it. Everyone was like " HURRY!!" he's like " IM TRYING!".. then a few min's later he finished FINALLY! ( didnt feel like being eaten!) but he couldnt find his zipper.. soo that took even longer.. then Everyones like. " before you start holding her hand....Did you wash your hands???" HE just laughed like there was no tomorrow XD! but she was like! " I DONT CARE!! I NEED COMFORT!" sooo she took it anyways XD she like, im not letting go of his hands for anything XD! thats how scared she was. the whole time i was there.. i had a bad uneasy feeling the whole time. we started hearing noises into the distance in the woods.. then we started heading back, (we we're so scared we forgot to take pictures!!!!! AND WE GO TO GRAVEYEARD AT LIKE 1 in the morning till 4 in the morning ! and it was darker then that! cause there always surrounded by trees and stuff, and im not scared at being at the grave yeards that late) so we started heading back, we where walking faster and faster.. cause the noise was comming closer and closer... THEN! after such a long walk, we finally found the van. hopping we didnt pass it on our way XD ( that would have sucked.. we would have beent here all night.. and there where no sevice on neither of our cell phones!! Which made it all the worse if we really needed to contact someone! lol. so we finally reached the van and drove down to the other end. we went to turkey poin from that road.. ( there's only one turn at the very end of the road*) we went to the peer. but didnt walk out onto it cause.. it was still very dark, then peer being soo slim that if you walked one step in the wrong direction you would fall into the water and drown. when i mean drown, when your out at that ttime that late. you dont know where your stepping and no one can see you unless you scream. but you would be under and no one can help.. soo thats why we stayed in the van anyways. then we started heading back home.. and we tok spookey hallow all the way home tooo.. SPOOKEY! Bear kept opening the van door.. then jeremy started making sharp turns!!! and he almost fell out. BOY WAS IT FUNNY! his girlfreind was hanging onto him for dear life , and asked jermy to stop it. cause she said " i just happent to like jeremy" XD lol. so he stopped. then we started for home. cause everyone was exausted from being scared XD!so we bilt a bon fire.. then bear was stupid enought to bring gasoline and put it in a garbag bag ( Dont try this at home.. we trained Professionsals XD i always wanted to say that!!!! ) soo he filled a garbag bag with it.. you should have seen the BIG BLAST!! it was like a mini nuclear bomb! there was the bang and everything!!! then we did a arosol can.. wejust threw it in.. BIGGER BANG! then we took another one soaked it in gasoline then there was a even BIGGER BANG!!!! XD (GOD WHERE SO STUPID! cause of al the carzy stuff we doo XD)
Then bear and jen left.. and i feel alseep on the couch and then wooked up at 8 08 am. then came on here after eating breakfast. lol

Hey, it's easter break!! WOOT!! 4 day weekend!!! BOO YA!! lol  soo freking sweet. lol
IM ALSO!! now going out wiht a guy i really like!! MARCEL GONCAVLES!!!! he's freaking sexsgie **drrols over him** especially his 8 pack **drools more** lol.
im going to my freind alex's house on monday! and aprently he like me tooo -_- i  hate being in a love octagon!!! i have a line up of people who really like me.. and have asked me out!!!!!!!! WAIT! A LOVE DECAGON!!! -_- **hates being liked by a bazillion people ( even tho thats not a word lol)
anyways. my mom is very sick, she has a bad chest infection, mixed with amonia and broncitiouS!!!! and me well,, if i catch it i can die.. -_- long story, cause when im sick with breathing problems.. everytime i have to go to a hospital, they put me on life support.. then i have to stay there all night for oberservation. and i died once and i came back.. trust me it wasnt pleasent. i thougth i was gone forgood.. i saw the light!!!!!!! boy was it creepy!!! **hopes her mom gets' better really sooon**
HA!! my Bf marcel is making the new Jackass movie 3 XD HA! and im in it !!! where goign to be posting shit soon XD on youtube we have soe stunts we pulled lol.. if you wanna look we are on the user speedymarcel
HEHEH!! comment and tell us what you thin soo far. lol

IM OCNFUCKLED!
AND NOT MYSELF!!
IM NOT WHOLE!
IM INCOMPLETE!
I NEED HIM!
I NEED YOU TYLER!

Wanderer...

i wander-
back to where my heart still breaths,
i ponder-
all those memories i left like rotten leaves,
i have to feed-
on emotions that i've torn apart,
i truly need-
to fill that empty hole in my dying heart,
a far away place-
just for me, my return people desire,
a solid face-
they'll soon see, cold, nothing, dead, i've grown tire,
a terrible crime-
i've committed to say away so long,
crafty time-
never passes if i do something wrong,
my broken mind-
tells me i will always roam alone,
grind-
all my pain, misery, and sorrow,
for now-
i am home...

my heart is still in frost,
of all the things i've lost,
i still feel like a ghost,
i missed home the most...

for now-
i am home with a bitter heart,
causing pain-
to my loved ones, tearing them apart,
silky rain-
displays my sorrow for me,
this is how i will always be.

the wanderer is suppose to be me!

....
Current mood: cheerful

How am I to love you when I am so hurt. How am I to fly when my wings are broken. How am I to talk when my voice has been stolen. How am I to walk when I have no where to go. How am I to touch when I feel numb. How am I to have memories when all of them had you.

The Cutest Love Note
Current mood: relaxed

If this doesn't touch you.....you're heartless

One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies. The
boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."

HA! my sister has a job on the corner
( me and her were joking about that yesterday,..cause she and her friends where standing on the corner for an hour for sumone to come pick them up (courtneys mom) and ya) XD

IM AN PARNORMAL GHOST HUNTER!!!!!!! i have pics to prve it...will out them on here soon. ( i was too lasy to put in punctuation...so bear with me XD)

yesterday i went ghost hunting again in the graveyardthis was at 11till 3 30 in the morning..and we were playing cat and mouse with the grave yard guardthe first time we past..we were on foot..and he found our car..and proly wanted to know who it wasthen we saw the car and started running. then hide behind a tree watching him going by..we werent going to take our chances if it was a cop but it was soo fucking hilariouswe were doing that for a few timeswe got awsome picsand lots of orbs and stuff but..n'e ways then we were takesing pics..then he come round a second time..then we ran and hidethen we didi the same thing for the rest of the four times..then we ran to the car..got in and started messing with the guys head a littlejer had his lasser..and light so we messed with himthen we stoped and parked sumweres else in the grave yardand turned the car off watching him go by looking for usthen we saw him go by..then we started up the car and drove sumwere else in the grave yard..we hit him a few times head on..looking at usand this is wat we did for the past hourthen we stoped and there were people with flash lightsand we wanted to scare the shit out of them when our car starts up and boots it there were 3 peopleand the had frikin lbright flash lights then they got closer..my sis is like JER GO!!! THERE GETTING CLOSE!!!im like nolets mess with them then jeremy.,.is like jerwe should go..cause there was a guy like really close to jeremylike he was going to choal him ur sumthing then we booted itand they were litterally close to the car our car doors cant lockwitch was a scary thingwe should have tooken jeremy's but n'e waysthey were like less the 5 feet of the car..and jers like there fardther away ..till a guy cam and poped up at the window!! ..then we wentthen we played sum more..there not the chaisee's n'e more..we werehe was the mouse then we hit him head on again..then we left cause he called the copes..we were only takeing pics and playing with the guard a lil then we went to port dover grave yardand had fun there a lil we were having a ball then we took pics of the creapy musilium but in oakwoodthe one in my town there were fresh bodies buriedand it smelled really bad ROTTING FLESH!!!u dont want to smell that! while we were in port dover..we saw cops steam by while we were up looking at the musiliumthem we had enought great pics of thatthen we saw a skunk and ran foro it.. then there was a car in the grave yardthen we all ran to the car and botted it..we came face to face with that carand just foundn out it was a personmissing sumone really badly..and this was at 3 in the morning..then we went to the peir and took pics of the watercause lake erie is very well known for it's ship wreks in the lake..then we got really neat pics were doing the same thing tonight

well i was sick this whole week.. and today there's a pd day... me and fred got back together.. we coulnd live without eachother!!!i love him soo much.. but n'e ways... im starting to visit meh dad.. and it's everyother weekend... HA! i drew on my sis's face. and i made her look like a man believe it or not XD. everyone says i should be a japanies animation artistXD. i think soo too... cause im soooo gud at it... but enought of me bragging... i have been working on myspace for ever now.. and i thnk i finally found the right profile everythign XD. well hopfully.. i cant wait till i go bakc to maitulan island!!! IT"S SOO FUN UP THER!!!! we cought a hell of alot of fish.!!!! my dads friends caught a whole bunch of salmen!!! they caught a 19.5, 17, 18,12.5,7,6,4 pounder salmen!! and i caught a small mouth basss... and some pikeral... and big mouth basses!,.. im trying to match up to meh dad.. cause he got the biggest small mouth bass i ever seen!! it was 17 pounds.. and was round 4, 5 feet long!!!!! i tried beating his record... but i only got 2 foot,,,and 7 pounds.....i wish i could have gotten a bigger one.. but enought about that! we had a big huge fsh fry with all the fish! ***not mine cause mine wasnt worth eating -_-.. what a pitty** and we ate all the salmen!!!!! tom.. well he's the best cook ever!!!!! you have to hand it to him.. he's a firemen to.. we invited all the cabins for the fish fry on Katchum'n'eatm cove... ha it was fun.. and my cabin up there! wellk it's nice XD. were going up there this year too XD! where going to have soo much fun.. where going to have a big family reunion. cause everyone we met up there.... well where friends with!!!!!!! i miss them soo.. even garrette he's awsome.. i think my sis has a big huge crush on himXD. he's a nice guy n all .. but not my type XD. i havea bf already XD and he's the best... and he loves everthing i love... and we have everything in common XD **this is a gud thing** we cant live without eachother.. and my x.. well he was exatlly like the guy im with now...accept... we do everything at the same time!!!!! we eat the same thing at the same time in the same bowls.. and we drink the same drink in the same cup !!! and we go to the bathroom at the same time.. and yes.. we did have everything in common!! wow this is a pretty big blog im writing .. i better cut to the chase XD well i dunno how much i writ in here... but it's not very oftenXD

HA!!!!!!! TODAY IS A SNOWDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

we just found out that my cats are preganant.!!!

that would explan why i havnt seen her in sooo freaking long!!!!!! her name is frezon..she's a golden brown/orange/white tabby, shes due with in the next week or soo ANY FREAKING TIME NOW!. and my other cat oreo..she's pregnant too..ans she's due in april!... she's a she's black and another shade of black a rare breed of cat.. i forget what it's called.. but i will find outXD and im going to witness to births!!! and frezno is going to have asround 4-6 kittens.. depeneding..and oreo we dont know yet.. but we will!!!!

Feelings, boxed up deep inside,

all because of the little white lie,

my feelings for you are not of this world,

hoping you still dont love that girl,

for each wakeing moment of each day,

to be with you is all i prey,

i didnt mean to tell you that little white lie,

the day i said i didnt love you,

wasnt true,

beacuse deeply i really love you.

she love's him wishing she could be with him,

together,

in his arms,

she love's him

not knowing he loved someone else,

jeliousy burns deep inside,

she loves him,

knowing he loved her to,

to hope and dream of this moment,

but ignors it and pushes it away,

she loves him,

her heart breaking into 2,

not know what to do,

she loves him,eventhought she loved someone else,

and would drop everything for him,

she loves him,

even though it would break her boyfriends heart,

to know she loved someone else,

she loves him,

but didnt have the courage to say it,

until he turned around and said " I Love You"

she's in love with him and say, " I Love You Too"

He loves her, why hasn't he told her yet? he would never dare admit, he wants to hold her in his arms. He loves her, and he knew it from the start she stole his bruised and broken heart, the moment he looked into her eyes. He loves her, but inside he denies himself because she's loving someone else, it all seems so impossible. He loves her, but he can't look into her eyes because she'll see the truth inside, though he could stare in them forever. He loves her, but he can't seem to let her know there's no way he can let her go, he won't lose her even as a friend. He loves her, and he promised he would wait for as long as it would take, but how long until she sees? He loves her, she keeps pushing him away and it hurts him just to stay, his hopes are slowly wearing out. He loves her, but he's going to let her go though he'll always love her so, he just can't take it any longer. He loved her, and the truth he never knew that inside she loved him too, he just never took the time to tell her, THAT HE LOVED HER.

i run to the bathroom, and lock the door,

all because i cant take this pain anymore,

i walk to the cabnet to take a pill

whether or not it will help or kill,

the parents start pounding on the door woundering if they still had a son anymore,

the bathroom door was locked and nailed,

it was time now to take that awful,dredful pill,

whether or not this pill will help or kill,

he swallows the pill hopping to end it all, all he did was bang his head in a dreadfull fall,

the parents pounded harder this time,

looking to find there son inside,

they look down and all they see,

there son starring bleeding eye's,

woundering whether he's going to live or die,

the son wispered and said i took a pill to end this pain,

all i can hear is people screaming in vein,

the parents look at eachother screening,

look at their son awfully bleeding,

the parents we dredfully pleading,

the son falls fast asleep,

hopping to find a better life fast asleep,

parents are sad,weeping and crying,

all they could see was their son dieing.....

Ha i moved.... i can play the guitar as loud as i want!!!   and no one cares. i can have meh band over..  well....nvm about that.....

ok ashlee and her gay ass friends went to far this time!!! she frigin turned 6 people on me..and there not my friends anymore! thank god...this is just a waste of my fucking time and now she told danny to call me everyname but a whitewomen..talk about discrimination..and i got sooo mad at her!! she told me she told him that ...and she said i called her a bitch..and the only reason i called her a bitch was cause she threw shit at me!! and i got mad  and now she's telling me she didnt tell danny to say those things, and that she still wants to be friends..like why would i want to be freinds with a backstabing bitch!! like hoenstly

fighting is a waste of my fcking time..im fed up with it..i want this over now..or u can all kiss my lovley white ass. lol..no seriously if you people still wanna fight with me..come say everything to my f*cking face..then will see who;s face will get punched in..danny i thought we were friends but i guess not..u fucking man whore..<--this is how u spell whoe u dumbass

people who fight with me and dont het along with me...well if u push one button and piss me off..you will get payback a zillion times worse..and i mean it..

i have enought shit going on right now..i dun wann have this shit on my mind to..so you peoples read my fucking blog..and i want this fight over with..this is a war witch will be won by me..the one and only conqerer of all worlds..thats right..u read what i said..conqerer of all worlds!! and i mean it..i will haunt you in ur sleep..!!!!! well not technically but u know what i mean! u BASTARDS!!! well since your know oficaly backstabbing wretches...i dont want to talk to you people, dont wanna see you people..and i dun wanna think about u people. HA!!! u think ur all that..but ur not!..like people who fallow you around must be a big big big loser like you! atleast i didnt get beat up yesterday for saying sumthing, and getting tied to a chair and getting permantent marker all over my face by seniors!!! ha and u diserved it to. and we both know u did..and im not accepting ur appology..iv accpeted to many of them..5 times is enough and i stress enough!!!

well i wont see you at skewl bioch!!!!and man whores!!!

Ha i havnt wrote here for a while...damn it . it has been soo long...i have a whole life story to tell you peoples about! but i guess it would over ride my com if i did..lol...im just being frustrated and depressed at the moment and dont wanna talk about them reall. im in a fight that will never end..like people who fight with me are a waste of my time. this war has to stop..my x best friends called me everyname in the book but a white women, and there trying to take the rest of my friends away..well i talked to the other people and they say they wont leave my side, now thats what u call loyall. and i have to people sleeping over this weekend. jenn and clarissa. HA! i have a big weekend planed for them...lol..well i duno if my "X" friends will be my friends anymore, if there going to be that way..then i say FUCK U TO HELL!!! and ya...id tell them to fuck off. like fighting is not the answer! like omg! im soo pissed at them..why do people have to act like dumbasses it's not right!

today was ok, i havtn writen in my blog for a long time... lol WHAT A SURPRISE  wel today at skewl, we made cookies, and mine was the best!!!! boy were they ever gud , i brought someo home to share with the other peoplein the house hold. and they thought they were gud. and i accomplished on working on 3 projects, all in one night, and then having them all done. WOW WAS THAT EVER ALOT OF WORK.!! <---dame teacher...lol... given me sooo... much homeowrk its not even funny..lol oh well, when there's a lot of work it all has to be done all at one point in time, and then if hu wait to long it will be a  BIG FAT 0, thas all i have to say, cuz i missed this one assingment, and then i got a 0, no questions asked.... dame math teacher's , i knew i forgot sumthing, oh well not like every mark matters, im still passing with flying colours, cant wait till grade 10 it's goin to be a wiz.. lol..  i finallly accomplished unholy confessions on the electric guitar, but that dame solo is bugging me tho.. lol.. and im suppose to be playing that song for a festival for a talent show..lol.. and my friends think i will do well. and ya. well  those cookies were great. lol. WELL COME AND JOIN THE DARKSIDE, WE HAVE COOKIES, IF U WANT SOME JUST COME AND JOIN ME, AND THEN WE WILL BE ALL ON THE DARKSIDE. boy would that be fun, i already convinced a few people to come and join me...lol.. boy was that cookie party fun..lol.. well my groupe for home ec( food nutritian) is the fastest at cooking everything, and were always done first, and were always the first people to  be done eating, and setting up everything..lol. and today was a gud day. and my bf is sick and i hope he gets better.lol. i went to wendy's today for supper, and guess wut i think i got food poisingin. DAME CHICKEN, THEY DON'T COOK IT ALL THE WAY. and i was getting sic all night. lol. oh well. im goin to sew them. just kidding..lol..wel maybe i should for like a million $'s u never know, i might do it to...lol.. and im listening ot random songs on the internet. and sum of it is kewl. and sum of it, well not soo great..lol. 1-800-sucide, well its an ok song. but my fav song is unholy confessions, its a great song. and im a fast typer now, and i dont have to look at the key board anymore, wow i dont even know why i said that, but anyways, ill try and give you all updates on everything thsts goin on...hahahaha

BRODIE, MEMBER 1-800-SUCICDE
NO SUICIDE FOR YOU..HAHAHAH
DOESNT THAT SUCK...HAHAHAH

LIKE U, HAHAHA KIDDING, i would never say that to a friedn of mine.. well i dont even want t o know why you like that song anyways..... well tty all l8r, buh bye...

well my bf jus got ungrounded , and i might be able to go to his house, and stay ther for like the whole day, yes, i couldnt today cuz i had to babysit, and i did that all day.... wow didnt today suck!!

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