SAD THINGS

Um...the lady in the hospital with cancer/pneumonia, well she died last Tuesday. Her husband gave a testimony in Sunday night church it was so sad    there's just something about when a man cries that is different it is so much more saddening.

HUM...

I was just thinking, about life and marriage and it occurred to me would it not be better if ever one was born old and got young and then died. Like when you're 13 you look 70 and vica-versa. Then you would know that the 'one' that falls in love with you isn't falling in love with your looks. LOL. Just a thought.

VARIBLES AND CONSTANTS 

Ah yes, Our church had another activity, this time it went considerably better than last. The only things that I could see different between last time and this time was

A. there was less of the trouble makers or 'bad boys' and

B. there was less adults.

Though one thing remains constant there is no one my age, therefore I socialize with teens a lot younger than me, to be specific, my brothers friends.

THE AGE CRISIS

I was at Wal-mart about a week ago, my brother and I had finally talk our dad into letting us purchase Halo for the PC. Well I was purchasing it and the lady looks at me a says "ID please" (Halo is rated M (17+)) so I give her my learners permit, she looks at it and checks the date, looks at me again and asks "the fifth month right?"  "Yeah, May" so she continues, and runs into trouble, (Mean while my parents are in another line with groceries needing my and my brother’s assistance) so the lady finally got some one to help her with the cash register, but I had to run my bank card again, the lady who came to help stays till it clears, she looks at me and asks the cashier "did you check her ID?" the lady says yes and shows the helper my ID and she looks it over, probably seeing if it was a fake, (we did finally get the game) LOL, Why can't I just look 17…an 11-13 year old girl at my church thought I was 12! I think the oldest I've been told I look was... 15 maybe 16, a seldom few guess 17. arg! My mom tell me I like it when I'm 40 and everyone think I'm 35...I suppose I will *sigh* it's just so irritating when people your age ignore you because they think you're 13!...Oh well...such is life.

THE END

AUGUST - my friend moves, and doesn't have internet access for about a month so I don't hear from him, substantially, for that time - to make matters worst the church I go to, the teens my age don't really like me (I have no idea why, I haven't given them reason to dislike me) so anyway there's an activity and I really try to be sociable and get involved but once again by the end of the night I'm alone at a table or sitting on a couch wish the ground would swallow me up - then the first day of "revival" at church was canceled because of Hurricane Charley.

SEPTEMBER - I'm pressed to get my senior year done on time, I have tons of credits to get done then the computer messes up my school! (though it is fixed now (home school)) - then Hurricane Frances came, we lost electricity for 3 days to make matters worst a family of 4 came to our house to evacuate, two little kids...they drive you crazy but I won't go into detail with that - and the clean up from Frances was tremendous - and unfortunately I was yard-sitting the neighbor's yard so I had clean up his yard too (with little help) And these 'yards' I speak of are not little yards an acre and a half at the most – the lawn mower though out all this time is constantly breaking down…whenever I use it - then Hurricane Jeanne comes, not as bad as Frances but enough to be a pain in the @55 – also we were planning a trip, and on the way we would have stopped and seen my friend, but because of the hurricanes it was canceled - we find out a lady in the church has cancer really bad and has to go on chemo immediately - then at the end of the month my guitar teacher tells me that he cannot continue teaching me because he has too many thing to handle at church (he’s the music minister and he does do several other thing in the church) nonetheless in hurt really bad…

OCTOBER – the lady with cancer contracts pneumonia and is in intensive care on a venalator (and still is) matter a fact they are going to have to give her more chemo to kill the cancer but the chemo is weakening her immune system...I guess the doctors have got to know what they are doing – then my dad goes to the hospital for chest pains (he's is fine now) - I played guitar in church and messed it up   - my friend is not online as often as usual - then the sister mentioned above gets in more trouble throughout the  months, my parent talk to her but she won't listen, our pastor talks to her and she won't listen. The guy is a LOSER he can't hold a job, he talks her out of things that would be good for her life, but all he sees is himself he doesn't care for her well being, he's a complete asshole (and I don't cuss very often, at all) to make things worse she breaks just about every rule and gets kicked out of the house, she is…was probably the best friend I had, we understood each other there's no one else in my immediate family that I get along with like I do...did her - the last bad thing to happen so far the New York Yankees LOST  to BOSTON!!!! Gag

Now that that's all out...*sigh* today was boring, didn't get a lot of school done, no one got online ect. Though we did have birthday dinner and cake for my sister. Other than that... nothing expected for the rest of the night...that is probably a good thing.           

My dad's coming home today!

They never did find out what caused the pain, but he past all the tests the gave him so...he's coming home! :)

I updated my profile, and change a few colors around today, I got really bored. 

Before my mom left for the hospital this morning she ask me to clean up the house so I sent most of the morning doing that...by the time I got done there was no time left to do any substantial work in school so I update and messed with my blog...heh, constuctive use of time .

I drew a picture last night took me like 3+ hours but it turn out the way I wanted it to ...I'll probably put it in the gallery for anyone to comment on.

I'll go update the gallery now... later    

Someone stop these Hurricanes!!!

First Bonnie, then Charley and Frances...and now Jeanne! Make it stop!!! 

They are graduly getting worse too.. we barly got anything from Bonnie, and Charley was a bunch of rain, Frances was bunches of rain and wind (Tropical storm)...and Jeanne is suppose to hit this area as a catagory 1 hurricane 75+ winds, I guess I should look on the bright side...at least Ivan missed this area...I really feel sorry for the people in the Pensacola area :( 

Well school work is calling...

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