vacation for us is...practically over...

and i barely did anything......

yesss.

whatever.  next week's some kind of spirit week thing so i dont thing its gonna be that tough of a week.

if you know what i mean.

anyways...life is unexpectically improving...

more or less.

for one thing, i know someone likes me, which is somewhat of a plus i guess.

o, and random comment, i get to see hotspur in concert this weekend.  *fun fun fun*

yeah theyre playing somewhere close by so i get to go.

oh, oh, oh! and i may get to go to the vans warped tour this summer. 

which is a really big deal...for me at least.

i'm easily amused.

so...i guess this means that i'm ready to face the world head on again.

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just got back yesterday from england.

heehee...i'm cooler than you.

well i got to finally see my friend again...it was five years since i last saw her.  it was sooo much fun + i got to meet a few of her friends who were really nice. 

oo..and shes also visiting this summer, which is really nice.

the downside is...im totally out of it.

feh...jet lag sucks.

anyhoo...i gotta get to my homework.

funnoriffic.

i hate this uniformity,
this cookie-cutter life you live;
i crave for freedom,
the will to do good and clear the darkness inside;
you say that i need to change;
i say: i need my individuality.

my worst nightmare it to conform to a uniform, predictable life...

and now its coming true.

my mom's been pissed that i've been under the weather lately (complete with migraines, stomach-aches, and pains in every part of my body) and she thinks that i'm too stressed;

even though im not...

so...

she's making me get rid of all of my extra-cirriculars (except for music lessons and religious classes).

she cant do this to me!

i need these activities to keep me occupied and safe from the horrors of the inner workings of my mind!!

now she's going to make me conform to a life that i have no desire to partake in. 

--a cruel and unsual punishment for my current health conditions.

 grr...i wish this month would just end so i can get back on track...

i hate mondays...

...they destroy your soul.

good news: 2 plays down, three more to go.  (my school is putting on a play on friday, saturday, and sunday.)  of course i work backstage so i dunno how good it is.

plus, i dont have any homework...besides math which is due on wednesday.

bad news:  im dead tired, i have a wicked headache, and i have another unbelieveable busy week ahead of me (oh joy).  (tomorrow, concert set up; wed. concert; thur, religion; fri, piano, backstage of my fair lady; sat, backstage of my fair lady; sun. backstage of my fair lady, cast/crew party...and this is without school, homework, and studying.)

plus, i am driving myself insane (for reasons that are stupid and abnoxious).

bleh...life sucks.

so does love...that sucks almost as much.

woah...emo-moment?

luckily i still have my sanity...

wait...*contemplates present situation*

...maybe i dont...but, alas!  life goes on.

thank god its friday...

practice tests are [hopefully] over and the weekend is here!  how much more wonderful could things get?

actually, im not that excited...ive been straddling the border of "awake" and "sleep" for the past week and i'm dead tired.

plus i only have one figure drawing class left for this session (and my parents arent letting me take the spring session)!!

also, i still need to pick out a dress for the dance at the end of this month and the wedding easter weekend.  (figuring out outfits is so...annoying.)

i have this english paper to write (due on thursday) but i dont wanna do it right now. 

anyways...

why cant it be the last 2 days of march already?!

grr...i hate testing week...my class doesnt even have to take the tests 

but we could use the extra practice... 

so.  whoopee practice tests. 

not.

theyre so boring.  and easy.

and they dont count for anything.

feh.  life is petty.

sooo. last two days of march. 

friday 30th- {plus/minus} concert...maybe...just maybe.

saturday 31st- dance!!  yay!!

+ i'm going to england on easter weekend this year.  (funnoriffic!!).  

i get to leave early from school the week before!!    heehee i'm cooler than you.

im so excited.  i get to see my friend who i havent seen in ages.  and now i get to spend a whole weekend with her!  yay!!

heehee...im a little crazy...

stupid testing...

oh yeah...i have art crew tonite for our schools masterful production of my fair lady...in like...an hour.

gooooo art crew! 

so now i need to get ready for [an early] dinner so i get pick up my friend and get to school by six.

[ ready ready set go ]

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