"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
My Chemical Romance

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)


I changed everything, the music,the background,the font color, my icon... i like it better this way more like me bright, dark at times, fun,funny,kissable,original and beautiful.

There are the lyrics to the song....


++Briana

OK Today i did lundry and returned all my bottles... woot woot i Got $4.10 out of le bottles. Ok Tomorrow i have to wake up extra early to go to this meeting thingy :drum roll:  for that  collage shit.It's gona be boring... really boring....i have to sit there from 8 till 3:30.. then come home and babysit. I should go and act all "badass" or soemthing...I shoudl sjut sit there and when the peopel try to talk to me tell them to die.  That would be really funny... to me anyways.I changed my song on there it's The Dresden Dolls-Girl Anachronism.YUp so i sjsut wanted you to know i am not dead... there fore bye bye.. oh yeah while i was shoppingi saw my old English teacher. I Emailed her about the drama club's paly being Grease b/c i  know every song and etc.. so yuppe...

+Briana+

HEy!I am gonna tell you what hashappened recently... ok the othr day i was offered a grant for collage.. yup they wanna give me 8,800 dollars for 4 years of colalge and books for colalge.So next weekend my mom is taking me somewhere. I am babysitting right now.I also might start a job for a few weeks jsut to get some money.. i dunno..in 2 days it will be Adam and mine's 5th month thingy.. yup! WE are running strong...liek a thong?I was trying to ryhme didn't work huh? lol ! I updated today a little i havea new background and some things are all clear ....Maybe i should change my song from Otep to something else... hum.....I might see Adam on the 10th or the 13th . I really miss him alot! I mean alot times 12,345,678,980.LOL i am a loser....oh! Sara came from Wisconsin and we hung out that was soo amazing!!Recently i entered a little drama but it's ok b/c thats over.! YAY. Life is once agian nice!I sleopt over Vanessa's the other day to that was funish.I just really need to see Adam. i should see if i can go to his house like tomororw or something. I REALLY need to see him......

ok ttyl

+Briana+

Ok so since the last time i poste this is what has happened:

On wendsday i went to Adam's hosue it was soo much fun, i love the movie Haggard.I slept over GAbby's that was fun she's mega cool.Next week Adam might coem over here..that should be funn! Ok so i was tellnig Heaven about how adam mgiht coem over and she gives me this additude and i guess tell Tasha about it and then they start maknig me really mad  so i todl them not to worry trying to hint to shut the hell up but they continued so I blocked then b/c i am tired of HEaven's shit i don't need that shti anymore and i didn't wanna argue with Tasha. So then later Heaven ims me with bullshit saying i am not a good friend and i don't really care i thought me nad her weren't friends b/c i put me nad her aren't really close in here so w/e thats a dumb ass reason anyways.So my new look on life is if someone gets mad at you for no reason say fuck off and leave it at that i've been donig that for really long and i don't care.Anyways Last Night Adam told me i was hte best thing that ever happened to him.. That was soo fucking awsome for him to say that.


So i guess i am gonna go enjoy life b/c it's so fucking awsomee!

++>Briana

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