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I'm just not cut out for..
Current mood: relaxed
Lolzz.
I don't even know why I'm writing this. I guess I'm just bored and when
I'm bored I think to hard on things. But this idea of mine keeps
popping back up whenever I talk to some one. Not verbally, duh! It just
swims around in my mind. ((Maybe I don't say anything, because I'm so
used to the delay between what I do/say..to how some one reacts to it.
That's why I'd rather type about it. It gives me a chance to think
about it better, or just forget about it. It's a comfort factor. Don't
take it hard.))
Yea.. so anyways, I was talking to my new
forming friend, and something came up about relationships.. >.>
Fun stuff. Don't ask. Anywayz, I never knew, well I did... I just never
wanted to pay attention to it though.. But I have a lot of
"dudefriends". Which is totally coolness ^.^ (I heart Marmel) But I've
never had a guyfriend.. Like how PB is to J, or Milk is to Cereal, or
Yani is to KM.. (I heart Nam Nawk). (( And here comes those couple of
dudes who asked me out. Chea, you asked me out.. But aren't I suppose
to feel the same about you?...-audience: "Buuuurn!"- lolzzz.. )) Yea..
I've built up a tolerance about it, so I'm not so down in the dumps
about it.. ((I'm too odd to be some one's girlfriend..lolzzz I mean I
heart Yaoi.. That's gonna be hard to break that to some unsuspecting
guy when I go through my Yaoi cycle.. Which is almost ending..
Hmm...after yaoi comes. Book-books.. like with words.. I already
started.. I bought two yesterday when I went with ma to Barnes and
Nobles.. I really wanted to go to Borders, but whatevers.. Yea..so back
to topic..))
Chea.. I guess I forgot what I was gonna
put...hmm. Well, I guess, I just wanted to say that I'm not bothered..
((Cause that's what I told Kwan Man.. "Hi Kwan Man!".. >.> She
was gonna help find someone for meh.. But I said no.. <.< Guys
are trouble.. and I'm enough trouble as it is.. ^.^ ))
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Currently reading:
The Laughing Corpse (Anita Blake Vampire Hunter (Paperback))
By Laurell K. Hamilton
Release date: By 24 September, 2002
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What can I say..?
Current mood: indescribable
Hey
there peoples.. What's up. Boy oh boy, the school year is just a couple
days away from ending. Fun stuff.. I'm like scare, excited, worried,
nervous, and whatnot. It's crazy, plus I still have to do that stupid
english thing.. Okay so maybe it isn't stupid.. But it's just stressing
meh out.
Hmm.. Oh, over Memorial Weekend, I went to Boston..
Fun stuff that was.. It was odd. Or maybe it was just me that was odd.
I dunno, but I just didn't feel like, hey..I could totally bond with
people here. I mean I had nothing against them, it was just... Maybe
you had to be there to feel it. And maybe if you were there, you still
wouldn't feel anything I felt. It was as if there was this thick
blanket of uneasyness that covered the whole house. Or course Jr and Bk
couldn't feel it, they were to busy going outside and to the park to
play basketball or playing video games, or including me in there
"missions" (I was agent 13..yep..Fun stuff.) But chea..I acted like a
total recluse and didn't want to bother anyone in the day time. I guess
that's why my cousin thought I was alergic to the sun-light. Lolzz..
Hehee. Hmm.. What else you ask? Well I did read a book while I was
there. It might not have been Crime and Punishment.. But it was a book
nonetheless.. It was soooo good.
Ok, ok.. This lady, Laurell
KH. Oh my gosh!! I love reading her books. Ok, ok.. I read Guilty
Pleasures, and then I read...something twilight.. (oy that's sad.. I
would look it up but I don't wanna get up and search for it. If you
really wanna know what the title is I'll tell you, but I highly doubt
that you'd care that much.) And and..I read Micah! I started yesterday
and ended it a couple of hours ago.. It was crazy.. But the thing was
that I missed like a whole bunch of books in between Guilty Pleasure
and Micah.. >.< Now I have to go back.. Which I don't mind
doing.. But...oy
Yea..So I just came up here to put something in.. Cause I didn't in a while.. Chea.. | | 0 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 6:47 pm
Chapter 2 and a New one..
Current mood: determined
Okay.. So LMLY is in full swing (-ish writting the second chapter-)
I heart writing. Especially online. Tis coolness. Anywayz, yea I so do
love when people read what I write (Even though when ppl read this I
get freaked out)
Anywayz, yea... Fun stuff that is.
Yea so
um.. I'm starting a new story which is gonna involve Shikamaru and
Temari.. (( It's not Yaoi but it's sure darn close.. They're so cute
together.. Even though they're not really "together". Don't worry, it
takes time.))
Um what else.. Oh yea.. Before I was gonna say
that Rasheeda used to read my stories. She said she liked them, so I
guess that was a plus. But that was way back when, when I couldn't
write really good stuff. I tried and sometimes it would come out weird.
She still said she like them though.. Aww I heart Rasheeda.. (( u.u She
wasn't in school today so I was "stuck" with Aisha.. Not that that was
a bad thing.. I was just saying.. >.> ))
Don't hurt meh.. | | 0 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 9:01 pm
Okay..
So.. I'm starting my story right. And it's gonna be a Darkstalkers AU.
Which is groovy and whatnot. So far I'm working on the first chapter,
and it's going well I think. I mean.. It's my first ever fanfic so I
can get somethings messed up. This is just a test story. Just a test.
Anywayz, what else.. Omgosh! I was at dA right and I was in this
chatroom where this one dude posted something right. T'was a link to
youtube showing off some video. So I clicked it and lolzzzz XD Tis
funnyness.. Like whoa..
I don't have the site right now, but you could go to YouTube
and search for "Ask a Ninja" and you should come up with something..
You know.. When I find it again.. I'll totally post it up on my profile
page.. Muhuhahahah!! XD | | 2 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post |  | 9:54 pm
I guess I'm an author now..
Yea.. I signed up to Fanfiction(dot)net. Tis cool. But you know what
the weird thing is? When I went to go and sign up, it said that I
already had a pen name with my Hot Ice Hilda email address.. Which was
kinda hard to believe. But I checked and I did! "Silver-Haired-Suichi"
was my pen name. Do you realize how old that name is? Like atleast 4
years old. Like what!? But yea..
I made a new name, Yuitsu Seme.
Lolzz? Yea. But the booty thing about it is that I have to wait three
days before I can start my story. Wtfudge? Oy.. All this trouble I have
to go through.
Yea.. So anywayz, I need a pairing to work with
for my first story. I don't know who/what I'm gonna work with for the
first piece, but hopefully it'll come out good. Chea.. Hopefully.
Anywayz, um..What else happened... Hmm..
Oh! Tell me how mad people cheat at Dots!? Why would you want to cheat
at that game anyway!? OMGOSH! It was so beast that it wasn't even
funny. 'Cause see.. What had happened was.. Kevin and I went to yahoo
games and was playing Dots. (Which is the same thing like Squares)
Anyway, we were playing with this chick who was cheating like whoa! I
mean.. Come on now.. How are you gonna play me like that. I was almost
gonna cry the way she was treating me. And all Kevin did was laugh.. I
bet he wet his pants how hard he was laughing.. u.u Never.. Never again
will I play that game.. Ok.. So maybe not never. But not anytime soon.
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Fanfiction for me? (yesterday)
Ok.. I've been thinking this over, for a while now too. It's about
me starting a fanfiction (which is.. for those who don't know what the
fell I'm talking about, a story about certain characters in an anime,
game, movie, show, almost anything made by the fan of said things.)
But what I was wondering was, if I were to start one, who would it
be about? Of course one of them would be a yaoi paring.. Maybe even a
yuri.. >.> But chea..And I was wondering if I could start one of
my own stories. Like with my own characters.. (Like Violet or
Netoshi).. Aww dude, that would be totally radical.. >.<
((sidenote: Thank Salina for starting up the whole "surfer" tongue..
>.> I can't stop saying/typing dude for every little thing..
Which isn't all that bad.. But... I sound like a surfer, which I'm
not... -couldn't surf if her life depended on it-))
Anywayz, chea.. It was just brought to my attention again. Cause I was reading one of //Aza's fanfictions ((sidenote: It's uber good Oranges)) And now I want to do one.. I'm such a copycat.. u.u I cry
Yea..So if I wrote one would anyone want to read it? And what would
it be about.. I just have to answer those questions before I start it
up..
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Another one of my random poems.. (Even though this is the first time I'm posting one.
I usually don't have a title for my poems as they are randomness and I
can't think of a randomie name to give it.. So more often than not..
they don't have a title? Anywayz.. I like/love to write in my stream of
consiousness.. (even though I can't spell).. Anywayz, here it
is..>.>
sing for me
my Angel
's voice,
that lets me
live,
breathe,
Smile
for me
my demon
's devilish
delight-I devour
so eagerly
missing
-ly
unwishing me
this mel
-ancholy of
sweet thoughts,
if lustful tastes.
Ah..
Leave my mind in
pieces,
in echoes of your
songs; my smiles.
Have me undo
your soul, sewing
Stitches,
sealing sour
angelic sprites
who's
lost their
"soldamned" sensations.
Have me
redo you
self, a being
begging,
bullying,
bunching,
randomstrophic thoughts
of beginnings lost
Into a be-
here Today.
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Yea.. (April 22 2006)
Yea..
Current mood: annoyed
I'm so tired.. Why am I even typing this? Because you can't think of doing anything else.. And you'd rather not go to sleep.. OH yea.. That sounds about right..
Well before I freak any more ppl out. Let me just say that this four
day school week has been "fell". I mean.. Come on now. Woods,
Saulnier.. Lay off the evil teach routine. It's like crazy. I can
hardly stay awake in some classes cause of them. It's like Homework and
more homework. And me, with A.D.D. and seinoritis, can do any of it. ((
But I'm gonna have to this weekend. >.< )) Yea so.. ADD.. oooooh
watch my icon go...
Anywayz, what else. Oh yes.. My ma.. omgosh. It's like an on and off
thing with her. It's crazy. Like she got angry at me earlier this week
(which I could understand this one) for coming home like around 8:30
without calling her. She's like, you can't be out this late on a school
night and whatnot.. How come I didn't call.. and blah blah blah.. (( Of
course I was paying attention to her.. I just can't recall what she
told me during the "blahs" )) Yea..so I just thought that's why she'd
been angry at me. But for this long. It's like every five seconds she
finds something new, a new reason, to be angry at me. What the fell..
(( sidenote: She totally ignored me like yesterday , Wednesday. During
dinner.. Omgosh.. She had cooked right.. and I was mad tired and took a
nap on the floor.. Ginge was laying right next to me.. But whatevers.
She's like, "Raquel, I'm done cooking." So I'm like okay and I get up
and get my plate out and feed myself. Cause I'm a big girl and
whatevers, right. Then jr gets his stuff right and she's talking away
with him. I wasn't even there.. -sigh- So it wasn't even like I really
cared until she was putting away the rest of the food. Maybe it was
me..I dunno, but she only asked Jr if he wanted anymore before she
packed it away. What? How was she so sure that I might have not or
might have wanted some, huh? Get's on my nerves. Boils my blood.
Anywayz, I need to calm down before I pop a blood vessel. DRIVES ME
CRAZY!!! >< ))
I think I can blame part of my sleeplesslyness on her. I haven't
been able to sleep.. Well that's a lie.. I have been able to. But it's
weird. Like I've been going to bed around 12midnight, right. And then
I'll wake up around 5 in the morning.. Oy, and I'm like.. go back to
sleep.. >.< But then when I go back to sleep I always get up
late. >.< Oy, anywayz... um yea.. Fun stuff..
I dunno.. I can't think anymore.. I'll type to this thing later..
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(April 22, 2006) I Yahoo Rp as a guy..?
This is the first and maybe the only time that I post one of my many
yahoo chars up here. I'm bored and have no one to rp with so just tell
me what you think okay? Fun stuff. Anywayz, my char's pro is: http://profiles.yahoo.com/blissful_requiem
Anywayz. I was trying multi and it turned out as such (sidenote: I
didn't check for spelling or anything and this is me "IC" in
character.. I know I'm a loser, but I love making stories and this
helps with the language and format.. I dunno. Rp is cool when I don't
have to multi-beast like this. I usually para.. >.> ):
A bow out of courtesy. "Of course, M'lady." A gesture of a well
mannered man. "Oh, how your beauty captures my heart tonight."
Movements; slight movements of the waist and the hands. Dark amber eyes
that lead to the depths of his forever unwavering; unchanging soul. His
expression had to be articulate and well defined in order to fill the
requirements of a mortal man. The women always seemed to have this
sense of a person, just by their actions. Actions; certain fluxuations
in his movement had to be just right, and imperfection had to be put
away; hidden from all peering eyes. All of his demonic flaws were
sheilded away; beneath his icy alabaster skin. The men, the women, the
overpowering aroma and scent that these mortals gave off, would drive
any vampire to their knees. However he was no ordinary immortal. "Ah,
Madam Price. I have heard so much about you. What a lucky night this
is." Her hand, he took and laid his kiss upon her skin. Not too long,
for she might realize the difference, his 'perfectness', but not too
quickly, might she think of him rudely. "And you are..?" His accent was
light, slightly unnoticable as he spoke this soft words to her. However
his face told a different story. He was not from this place; not a
native, nor a person from any region close to Versailles. His features
gave the impression of a man of asian decent. But of course, these
people new nothing out of their circle of influence. "My name, I will
give to you my fair lady. But first, may I show you something that
might pique your intrests. For it seems that you are not enjoying
yourself here." A voice so sweet it was like a sin to ignore. "Please,
it won't take that long. Trust me..." The over coat of his apparel was
the highest fashion of this time. It was not too extravagant for a
person of his class, nor was it too simple to be grouped off with the
nobodies of this gathering. Hunter green. It was a grat contrast to his
being. To the look and angle of his body. The light creame lace shirt
that lay underneath, made the whole piece come together. His hair was
short enough, just shoulder's lenght and--- Ah,the hunger lust, which
was buring up inside, was almost too much for him to hold back any
longer. Just a taste. Just a draught, then maybe perhaps.. His eyes
caught sight of her lovely neck. It tormented his thoughts, as if it
mocked him and his weakness. Images, thoughts, all of which he sent to
her, luring her out of the light, into the starry sky that shown above.
The balcony that hung above the breath taking garden. His eyes crept
and searched the grounds for anything moving. Nothing. It was safe for
him; save to endulge himself. Not too quickly, I must control myself.
It would be a waste to devour her so rapidly. "This place, I've seen it
before, young man. Why did you lead me here?" His hand found hers
again. The softness of her smooth skin. How the feeling tingled and
teased his 'lifeless' hands. How many women such as she, has been in
such a situation? Slowly her wrist lifted to the icy lips of yours
truly. A kiss, a sweet kiss. and a swift bite. It shocked his mind.
It's been too long, the blood of a human.. Oh it's been far too long.
Why had he been fasting.. Why had he been-- "What..what ever are you
doing, young man? Let go of my--" His grip loosened and his gaze locked
on with hers. Eyes meeting eyes. That's all that was needed of him to
silence her. A kiss to the cheek and a kiss to her neck. Ah, the
torture he loved to put himself through. Why not finish it now? Why not
take-- But it had already been done. The skin flushed and gave him a
glow that would no longer give him that ghastly look. The woman
sprawled at his feet. He needed her no more. "Ah, that was a bit too
quick. If only I could control myself. Heh.." Her body, he proped up
and walked back into the sweet scent of the ball he had left for that
moment. Like prayers, the wishes of many swam in his head, drowing out
his consciousness. Sudden drinks would often leave him in a frenzy of
sorts. Concentrate.. Concentrate.. Why couldn't he get all of these
images out of his head? It throbbed only for a second and gave way to a
single voice. A voice that overshadowed the rest. "Who is she..?" She
lay on the steps, nearly passed out from the garnments she wore. His
steps were light. Ladies swooned as he passed, while men plotted their
evil intentions to do away with him. His movement stopped as his back
rested against the pillar, which stood infront of the staircase. "You
need to take it slowly there. It might be dangerous for your health in
those clothes..."
(Remember.. This is a guy char.. >.< Just look at the link for
the profile. Anywayz, what you think? It's mad long, ne? Crazyness.. )
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(April 13, 2006) Eye heart definitions..
omgosh!! Omgosh!! Guess what.. I was totally bored right..Well
sorta.. Anyway some guy was talking to me and used the word
"effiminate" Now.. I know a lot of words but for some reason this one
stumped meh. So like a good girl, I typed it in Google. (Fun stuff)
Anyways I clicked the first link.. Which lead me to www.urbandictionary.com
Omgosh!! Lolzzz I love that site! I was looking up so many words.. You should check it out too (hence the cool link thing)
Anywayz..oh oh let me put what I searched for:
effiminate effin Double u tee eff? ((XD)) roffle teh L337 (( Yea I already knew what it meant.. I just wanted to see if they had it.. >.> )) Aural sex? (( o.o please tell me that no one really does that )) rp n00b Newb owned Pwnd wangster fronting burn ballers and Ballerz snooker already ALT + 0133 (This was like the only one that I really didn't know about) ALT + F4 ((Lolzz)) metro metric ass ton (I couldn't help it) dude Squid geek nerd Dweeb (roffle lolzzzz) Urbtards ((which is what Krittika is lolzzz ))
Anywayz yea.. of course I'm not done checking out words. But yea.. funney stuffs.. lolzzz ( I get bored and amused easily) | | 0 leave feedback(s) | rate post | report post | | Home | Older Blogs >> |
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