2:09 pm
THE MALL IS STILL FUN!
i went tuh Lizzay's last night. I WENT TO THE MALL. yes the mall. the place i dont go to.....often...enough.
people i saw:
Taylor, kaye, marque, jeff, becca, nikki, cassie, connie, dylan, tabeling, miranda, sebastian, jesse, sean, randy, donna, kat, rob, jeff 2, justin, joe (pauley), kristina, swanson, that james guy,and some other people i havent seen in forever
people i expected to see there but didnt show:
joe (perkins), tim, jocelyn, anthony, cody, kayla and chibi (i dunno why), chris, my brother (i dunno why either), and some other peopel who i cant remember why i wanted to see
i actually had fun. i saw people, met people, yelled at people, ran from people, ignored soem people, tackle hugged some ppl and... yeah...
OMG I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH KAYE! she kicks so much ass! she draws amine like i do, she liles all the anime i do, she likes the same music as me, she has HUMOR, shes so amazing <33 lol
"....she lies alot' is what liz told kaye. i will now and forever more hate her for that. kayla does the same thing. whatver they dont wanna hear izzah lie. when i go to their houses i sit there quietly and they wonder why i wont talk. they say 'ANGEE! -pokes arm/hits head- WHYA RENT YOU tALKING!!?' and i dont say anything back. whatever i say will be disregarded or turned around to the point where its a lie.with kayla i cant even talk to her or she gets mad at whatever i say. if i dont agree with something, or i dont want to do something, i say i like something that she does, she get all freaky and starts acting like an asshole. yelling cussing me out, telling me how stupid i am....etc. .....and lizzy...i dont even know with her. alls i can do with her is just agree with her or not say anything, because if i say something she doesnt like, im lying about it, or im making it up, and she'll just go to school, tell everyone, and then theyre all gonna be like 'omg angee's such a liar' blah blah blah and im gonna be over here confused.IM FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE THINKING THAT EVERYTHING I SAY IS A LIE. if i actually DO lie its for a reason. i try to aviod lying as much as possible and only because it causes WAY too much drama. see...now if i had said THAT to kaye in the car, lizzy would probably tell her later when im not there 'yeah she was just saying that because shes trying to be cool and blah blah blah' and im sick of it. yet they still wonder why i dont bother to talk anymore. unless im with my REALLY good friends at school i wont say much. im not mute, but im not talkative. i hate this. yeah lizzy and kayla were my best friends before, now they dont trust me and they both are probably gonna try to make a tag team and ruin my life. i can see that coming. now that theyre friends i probably should get used to not talking to them anymore. i tried that with kayla already. my life was good without her in it. and lizzy only calls or wants me over there when no one else can come over or she has nothing else to do. i give up.
ok so the hollands are going to ireland. i dont know for how ling, alls i know is that theyre leaving and ima be LONELY WITHOUT THEMMMM!
ok so according to some people (kayla) i am only on this site because im trying to (a)make my part better than hers so ill steal her friends, (b) stay on this site to piss her off, and (c) to have some people to talk to that i can make brand new lies for. i was informed of this yessirdai. im glad to see im thought so highly of.
an ipod nano for xmas. thats all i want. i told mom thats the only thing i want for xmas. then i said if she cant get that i want the Eragon video game.....not much to ask. my brothers gonna be in jail by the time xmas is here. his bday is the 27th so...hes gonna be in there for his birthday too. phantastisch. T-T