3:41 pm
Tricia and I sang this song to eachother on the phone the other nite
song:nelly (f/ tim mcgraw) Over and Over again
mood: lonely, cant move on 
Tricia and i sang this song to eachother on the phone the otehr nite. Its been stuck in head all week, right now i feel like crying again. Its amazing how someone uve never met can impact ure life. shes still not sure if she can forgive me for ignoring her that week.
last nite we fell asleep on the phone again...but this time it wasnt intentional it jsut happened. and she told me that she misses me. and i really fucking miss her. AND I REALLY WANT HER BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god im crying again...
life has been really fucked up lately, everything is soo hard for me. im soo stressed out. and out of control. all i do is sit home and watch tv all day. and write depressing love songs of how ive lost everything that ever had meaning in my life. she was the one. and im sure of this now.
i miss her sooo much. and this song just fits our situation soo much. but the good news is she isnt after vanessa or any of her exs again. but the bad news is shes thinking that it might be better to never talk to me again. ..crys more.
so anyways i cry now everytime i hear this song or watch a love movie or any romantic scene or a couple or anything. i dont think i can ever move on.
and u know what....i dont want to move on. i wanted tricia to be the one that i didnt blow. i wanted to prove to everyone that i can handle a realationship. its what ive always wanted since a child. and i finnally found what ive been looking for and now im going to loose it.
man if there is a god-i jsut wanna say im sorry for being the ass that i am its in my nature and plz forgive me and let me have anotehr chance of being with tricia. BUT PLZ LET IT LAST!!!
enough talk--heres the song:
NELLY (f/ Tim McGraw) LYRICS
Over And Over
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she's leaving
Ooh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
(Now that I've realizes that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Everytime I close my eyes I like it down
I can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it's all in my head
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