hey, its been forever sense i posted or came on, i know none of you really missed me, but im back kind of just to refresh the fact i do still exist. id like to say that i finally have a gf, im extremely happy cause she is amazing, and that im doing great in school. hooray for life i guess, i hope everyone else finds the kind of happy feeling ive had for like the past month. wishing the best...Skank

 well for anyone who read my last blog (and you didnt so dont lie about it), id like to say that i am not really leaving dragid. i will be putting in regular blogs whenever i get the chance, so just stop by and say hi or something. hope to tty soon. oh and in the rare occurence that you need somehting, my AIM sn is xTOWBIx.  

well i think this just might be my final blog on dragid. i dont really have to time to do htem anymore, too much with work and school and whatnot. besides that i forget to do them fairly often. for anyone that believes i should stay, just leave a not and ill consider your argument. if not, it was nice knowing or not quite knowing all of you.

thank god or anyone else in heaven, nirvana, etc. that made this week finally fucking end. im glad to finally get away from the huge amounts of crap that comes with high school. although i hate the fact that my friends fucking ditch out on me all the time. as if i dont get enough shit from people i dont even like, the people i do like are just making me more f*ing pissed. im just ready to kill someone.

my heart is like an atom bomb and im ready to detonate....

well i think i finally find a way to know when i need to calm down and relax. im feeling to much emotion right now to even describe one of them. makes me feel like an overfilled water balloon, ready to just pop at that overtight grip. well anyways, im just gonna relax and listen to some music for a while so that i can think about everything.....see you space cowboy...

its really wierd, after so many failed attempts to even get INTO a relationship, i feel like if i actually did i might not even like it. i mean i hate the crap i get when im just trying to date someone. i shudder to think how id handle actually being with someone. i dunno though, it might be what i need to calm myself down, straighten myself out, and finally really be happy again, a feat that hasnt been accomplished in over three years. well, wish me luck, either way.

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