well, im in again ^^ it must be a record for me lol XD anyways, lately ive been really happy, mainly because of my fiance   i really love her, she is the love of my life.  so yeah, like she said, our relationship and how things started were really..umm....lets say odd   so yeah, if any of you are wondering ill have to add it into one of my future blogs because its a loooooong story   but im glad im with her, i truly think she is the one.  oh and thnx chenata for giving her a warm welcome, really appreciate it hehe well im off, talking to her right now, bye!

hi guys, stopping by again, well, i got great news, my fiance just joined this fine community so why dont you guys hit her up ^^ her name here is jangmi_0404 so give her a warm welcome ^^ well gotta go, im talking to her right now so bye!

im so sorry guys for not blogging!  ive been busy with stuff, and the drama from the last blog that i did ages ago.  im sorry for not updating and saying that i wont be and stuff like that.  im also really sorry to chenata, i know she doesnt like it when i dont blog (i think >.> lol)  anyways, i hope everyone was good while i was gone lol, and you guys probably dont come to my blog anymore, which is understandable.  anyways, i just wanted to say and much belated hello, and that im warning you guys that i might not blog again in the near future, so yeah, just giving a heads up ^^ well, thats about all the time i have left bye guys!

ugh...more of my problems...i know a lot of people hate reading these blogs because all they are, are just filled with the persons problems...or whatever.  but i really dont have anywhere else to vent these problems, so ill just do it here.  i apologize ahead of time for releasing whatever problems i have in me right now.  as most of you know, i do have a lot of problems.  but right now i feel so down.  the reason why this time is, yet again, because of a girl.  its the girl kit kat i talked about in my previous posts.  its a huge, long, and complicated story, which i am too tired to just write out.  but i love her so much, and she loves me so much also, yet i had to let her go because she had someone else in her life.  i cried so much, and im still crying.  i didnt want to let her go, but there were just too many odds against us for being together.  i miss her so much, i miss her voice, i miss her personality, i miss her humor, i miss her bluntness about things, i miss her stubborness, i miss everything.  i feel so down, depressed, sad, everything.... but i had to let her go because it was the right thing to do, and that i didnt want to hurt her in the long run.  i know this situation is very vague, and its supposed to be, because i dont feel like its my right to go more in depth.  i miss her so much, its almost unbearable.  gosh, im sorry for doing that, but i just felt like i needed to vent some out, and this was the easiest way for me.  sorry for the long post, and ill see you all later, bye.

so hi guys, im back in and doing another update.  so yeah, been through a bit of drama lately >.> kit kat should know lol...thats the special someone that i talked about in my past post.  but all's well....kind of...but we will get through it   yeah, lately she thinks im a pimp   because i talk about girls and stuff lol she knows that im kidding, and she knows that i love her anyways...ive got a friggin O-chem test on friday, oy....im gonna do pretty bad, i need to study like all day tomorrow oy...i just hope i dont fall asleep while studying   cuz i do that a lot...lol.  anyways, thats all for now...i guess ill see you all later, bye!

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