*For my reference

http://www.paranormaldatabase.com/links/links.htm#1

NOTE to self: For the paranormal binder, it might be best to start off working on the vocabulary as most of it is done, and then skim general paranormal/parapsycholoy books/other references in order to find out what is best to begin next. History seems to be the top pick as of yet, or general paranormal. Possibly, pertaining to the general paranormal, it would be best to begin a breaththrough/summary of it. More thoughts to come later (today) on the matter.

Possible Self Projects:

Parnormal binder

Religions binder

Magick binder

Philosophy binder

Prophecies binder

-Sub categories of such but especially of:

Psychological aspects such as behavior.

Not listening to anything.

*Yawn* I'm very tired. I should go to bed, but I'd like to write in my blog right quick.

School has been going quite well atleast with grades. All A's and 2 B's, but those are most likely going to be brought up to A's. It's only into the third week of school after all.

As for friends, love them but why do I not find my friends so interesting? I won't say that I am bored with them because that's not so, and what kind of friend would I be if I felt that way? But, I still find myself not being very interested in them, though I adore them for wanting to be friends with me and for them simply being themselves. I guess it is just my personality as I seem to be bored with quite a lot of things, in summary my whole life. I'm working on the drawing, the violin, and the writing though to make it more appealing but school has been taking up most of my time. Must find more time and get off the internet as well. Very bad addiction ><

I turned 16 yesterday as most of you know XD Got some lovely gifts.

And, I now have a boyfriend - Nick. It isn't going to be a very serious relationship, as we both decided we did not want that *as in, no "I love you soooo much" or "lets stay together forever!"* and if it starts up then that won't be something of a good thing. I don't know how it'll go but it's worth a shot to just give it a go, no? But for now I am very happy to have a honeybun (boyfriend, XD lol) and we are just enjoying one anothers company and all that fine and dandy stuff. :)

Well, I ought to be going now.
Nighty-night *that's makes me laugh to say that...*

Listening to "Before I'm Dead" by Kidney Thieves

Why does the italics (do? does?) have to slant right? Shouldn't you be able to have a choice of a left slant or a right one? I mean, my handwriting slants left, even if most people's handwriting slants right, so they should have a left slant italics as well. The cream puffs.

I got my schedule changed! Crimedy, it took almost a week but tomorrow I get to go to my rightful classes. Atleast, that's if they didn't scew it up. I hope not, it wasn't that hard to change because all they had to do was switch me out of three classes, move my study hall, and then just add the classes I wanted. Didn't have to change anything else.

I've been reading the Count of Monte Cristo. God! I love that book. I've seen the movie and the anime. The plot and characters are amazing. The book is everything that I hoped it would be. I hope I can write such a great book like it someday. I love how the characters are so malicious and how Edmond was genuine like a diamond and then changed so drastically. The thirst for revenge is such a great idea for a plot, I love those types.

I have been officially diagnosed with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. I've figured for quite a while that that is what I had, but my doctor today made it officially known. I know that I haven't talked about my OCD and you are probably wondering what the heck I am talking about but it's something that I have never explained completely and most likely never will. But I am very very happy to know that what I have is something quite a few people have and that there are people to share stories with and have support from that can relate. I like reading the OCD stories that I can relate to. Makes me feel better ^^ It isn't such a hard thing to deal with usually, though it has been very bad before. It has most definitely made me more open minded and a stronger person.

My mother said she has OCD. She doesn't. She equates "her OCD" with her washing her hands a lot through out the day and that I can't tell her that she doesn't have OCD because I don't know what else goes on with her. I told her that there are those with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder and those have obsessive-compulsive personality, and that she fits in the latter. But noooo, I don't know what I'm talking about. Seriously though, if she had OCD she'd have anxiety from it and it would be very bothersome to her. It's not, and therefore she doesn't have it. I think she just wants me to think that it's normal, but what she is doing is just make me agitated. It's not something that everyone has, it wouldn't be a DISORDER if it were so. But I didn't continue arguing with her for the sake of sparing myself the ear ache from her yelling. That's all that she would have done. Evs.

Listening to "Edge of Seventeen" by Stevie Nicks

Eek. Open house today O.o Get to meet all my teachers and find out my exact schedule. I get to look at a desk and a bed to buy today too. I'm so excited to have my very own desk! Oh, it's going to be so cool! It's all vintage-y, rolltop with cubbies and even a lock with a key! I can't wait to get it! Writing and drawing just seem so much more when you have your very own space to do it.

Talked to Nick. He said that all those feelings came back for his ex and that he knew I wouldn't date him. Which is true. I most likely wouldn't. I mean, I don't care that he's dating someone just because he supposedly "liked" me, it's just that it's his exgirlfriend whom he hated just 4 days ago. He was really mean to her too. That's just a suspicious jump.

We have a hurricane coming! It's going to be fun with all the rain! It won't be a very bad one, I think. It wouldn't be fun then, I'd be a hooligan to think so. But since it's going to be safe the rain will be pleasing.

I keep waking up around 3:30 AM for the past week. Sometimes I'll eventually be able to sleep but that is usually after the sun has risen. It's very easy for me to fall asleep in the hours of the rising sun. That sounded oh-so poetic, haha.

I do love morning. You think I'd be a dusk person but I'm actually a dawn. A lot of people like dusk because light is fading into darkness but the dawn is much cooler than the beginning of night and smells much sweeter. It also feels crisper.

I might dye my hair black. But that's up in the air.

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