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5:37 am
You (My Poem Don't Steal)
You (Devils And Angels)
In the eyes of others
My love for you is a mistake
That my feelings are false
That my intentions are unforgivable
I rather be a devil feasting
On other people's sin and flattery
Than to bask in the light of Angel's lies
If it means eternal pain and fire
I would still continue to hold you in my arms
Ripping away my wings means nothing
But happiness without deciet
Choosing you over God himself
Is an easy decision
Love this fallen Angel
Because he has fallen for you
Into a pit
Deeper than any depth
Hotter than the sun
But for you i would make it a paradise
For you i would throw Lucifer into the flames
While i take his thrown and you sit beside me
God has forsaken me for my love
And sent me to Hell for all eternity
But the pain is nothing
Compared to the pain i have in my heart
If walking the Path of Darkness
Leads me to you
I'll continue to bathe myself in sin and blood
To be able to keep loving you
Fallen is the mark i've been given
And i will cherish it
Because of you... |
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8:58 pm
Ashes
Story Stories with Tragic Endings
by From Autumn to Ashes
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies the act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness.
The one thing that i cannot give.
Did you ever see that one person and the way that you listening
and it's hurt you so much it's like choking
I can give you freedom from your guilt, with a flick of my wrist, onto yours.
I can give you piece of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look apon my sullen face.
This is your freedon in a life of fallacy, with no last kiss and no regrets, you dont deserve goodbye,
This is your freedon in a life of fallacy with no last
kiss and no goodbye.
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies the act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for the fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from
Your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.
Cry. for you.
Shed tears.
Mourn, Wish The End
Did you ever look did you ever see that one person
and the suttle way that they do these things and it hurts so much.
So much like choking down the embers of a great place.
Its the moment when when you are seeing two spare dispersions
and to scream confessions at the insipide sky parting clouds,
you let this one person come down, in most perfect moments,
and it breaks my heart to know,
the only reason you are here now is...a reminder of what I'll never have,
I'll never have, I'll never....standing so close knowing that it kills me to breath you in,
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in,
but this table for one have become bearable.
I know take confort in this,
I cherish you,
Did you ever look did you ever see that one person
and the suttle way that they do these things and it hurts so much,
so much like choking down the embers of a great place.
Its the moment when when you are seeing two spare dispersions
and to scream confessions at the insipide sky parting clouds,
you let this one person come down..come down.
I cherish you.
I cherish you.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Say you would do the same.
Just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love autumn, im giving myself to ashes... |
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2:41 am
Yesh
Slightly bored and i was really out of it earlier today. Fucking Children. That is what my conclusion came up to. If i must step in and make a Birthday thread for everyone god damn it all to hell i will! Eat That Sean! Fucking Eat It! 
I was rather grumpy today but Mr. Piano Man kicked that out of me. He said to be Water. I guess that is a good idea because i've been feeling pressured and really bad lately...
I'm kind of upset. But the rain will stop...
~Hisoka |
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11:43 pm
Hola
Long time since i've updated. Woot lets talk about this girl named Makino. I heard so much crap in PMs and i decided not to act upon them. All i can say is to leave Ben alone. Hehe, I'm sleepy. But i want to talk to someone...
Hehe, I'm turning my name Hisoka_Kurosaki back into a DOD Sanctuary Again. I'll get to it...
~Moon |
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11:45 pm
; ; *cries*
I think he is angry with me. He has a right to be...
But it hurts having this feeling that he is angry with me because he is special. Special to me...
I'll just leave him alone...
-Maria |
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11:30 pm
Woot
Everythings been fine i suppose. I miss some people. Hint: Davey...
Well, I've been working on writing a book and drawing and talking like a Brit. Hehe, I just haven't been on Dragid much because i've been at ACF. It's really fun there. Anyhoo, I miss Edward and stuff. I always seem to forget to call her these days. WOOT! I got to eat cake...Really good cake...~_~ It's late and i'm sexually frustrated. Time to spank it...
<3 Maria |
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1:28 am
My Love...
I've been wondering if everything i've ever done has been just a Dream. A dream of eternal happiness. I don't want to be a burden to anyone but i feel as if this weight is getting more heavy and this ache i have is growing. I'm in love but it hurts so much. So much that i've cried ever since i've met this person. I love this person more than words can describe but i ever say that. My trust in people...Well, The truth is i don't have trust in people. i've been hurt so many times that everything is clear and it's a dream. I want to be capable of letting people in i won't to be able to tell people how i feel. But i can't the person i've fallen for is someone who i....
This person doesn't know how much i care about him...I love him so much i can't bear it. I want to be held by this person and be told that everything is alright. If that happened i would believe it and everything would fade away. No pain and no more tears...Just me, him, and our love. But to have that i have to be able to let him in. That's so hard for me. I want that slumber of eternal happiness. I want that love. that feeling of being needed in someones life. The feeling of having that protector i can hide behind. That feeling of being held in someone's arms because they love me. Knowing what these tears flowing down my face means. If you read this i want you to know i love you more than i cherish my life.
For you i would leave everything behind just to be able to be loved by you. To continue being loved by you...
I just want to know if he cares about me the way i care about him. But i'm probably expecting way too much. Even though i want it so badly. This person understands me and i don't mine being a Goofball around him. I don't mind telling him exactly what i'm think the exact moment i'm thinking it. He understands me and we both enjoy talk to the other. I love him but does he love me? Are we just a fling? Are we a mistake? If it was i'm stupid for having these feels. i don't want them anymore if they are fals. all i want is him. I just want him. I love him. I want him to believe the things i say i want him to believe in me. i feel like for the first time i'm so close to being happy and open with someone. i want him to know my feelings. I want him to know i love him. F*** everything i've ever cried about. F*** all this over stuff. Him! I just want him. I want everything to be happy a world with me and him. A world where all i know is true happiness without doubt. A world where we can lay and watch every fade away into nothingness. A world where my tears dissappear and my heart is open. A world where i can be held and loved by him. I just want him and if i can't i rather stay like i was before. If i have to cry everyday of every moment for him to know my feelings i'll do that and more. I want to be loved by him. Even if i don't have him just yet. I'll do anything for him to know my feelings because i can finally say i truely love someone...
I Love you..
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11:12 pm
W00T!
Don't walk behind me,
I may not lead.
Don't walk in front of me,
I may not follow.
Just walk beside me and be my friend. |
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9:03 pm
*Whimpers*
I miss someone but i doubt he wants to talk to me right now. Heh!!! I want to talk to him but i won't...I'm afraid. END of story! Yeah, Squall...
-Rin |
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9:12 pm
Whoa
I got a shit load of spam pms from kim94 and some guy who speaks in spanish. I was like O_O. Anyway this is getting ridiculous. What the hell do i have to prove? Why the hell didn't they come to me first?!!!! I'm not so sure but i like past my limits line. i'm tired of this shit and i want a break because i know the truth. Fuck taking people's shit i don't deserve.
-Moon, Hisoka, Maria, & Rinoa. <3333 |
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10:10 pm
The Emo Song
Dear Diary,
mood: apathetic
my life is spiraling downward. i couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry Concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You,' and 'Rip Apart My Soul,' and of course, 'Stabby Rip Stab Stab." and it doesn't help that i couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do, some days you know. . . |
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10:38 pm
^^
Yeah, Same old same old. Hey Squall do my blof FF8 style. Ihate it in here so far. >> << |
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5:35 pm
New Progress...
Well, I have a new goal i hope i see it through. I won't say what that is until i reach it and i've been getting a lot of support from other Dragid members. By doing this we came together and agreed about things that suited our standards. I'm happy about this and i'm proud of every single member here. I'll write more about this later. Farewell for now Friends...
-Moon |
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7:33 pm
Ta Da!!!
Nothing new really i'm in pain and made a thread that might get stickied. Oh wow now i can fullfill my dreams. XD See you guys on the forums. -_o
-Maria |
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8:11 pm
Change
Well i changed it around in here a bit. I hope my Squall sees this because i really don't know what to say to him. But i do love him...Very much...
~Rinoa |
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8:52 pm
Blah
I talked to Dave the other day. It didn't go so well i guess. I didn't tell him how i felt because i was afraid then i had someone in my head who is a complete asshole! I got a PM from Jessica today it was weird not hearing from her for so long then she just appears. First time back in awhile but i only came here to leave again.
-Maria |
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7:40 pm
Oi
I talked to NBA on the phone for a long time. It was 2 hours at the most i don't remember. He is awesome. Then i'm worried about this whole sex thing? Must i really get laid before i turn 21?  |
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10:58 am
Hmm
Everyone is questioning me. "Why are you so protective over Divinity?" I'm not i'm just making sure you guys don't fuck with her. Eww i sound like i care. But everyone she bugs me so bad, they even had the nerve to compare me to Prodigy. People who truely know me know how i really act. So don't be quick to judge me so fast. |
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5:41 pm
Ello
WTH!!!! I'm like pissed off and grr. I really like Brandi. for those of you who go in the dragid chat its rancidmilk. Anyhoo i told her and she seemed surprised. Then i'm like "******?" she said "joe has claims on me." i'm like "fuck joe." Eld showed me this really funny thing to cheer me up. It was like a rabbit fucking a cat, well trying to. XD Laterz. Oh thanks E-Flora for the PM. <3
~HMK |
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11:16 am
Yo
I'm in love with the Thierry. Is that weird? Even though i was supposed to call him and i never did....>_< Anyway i spent my Sunday crying on my bed and eatin Snickers and Ice Cream. Anyway people at school are getting on WhoreSpace during school. I'm like nice i've been a hax0r for ages and they are using the Proxy. Very Smart!~ D: Losers.
~HMK |
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