Mood: O.K.

Current Background Video: SLiPkNoT "Left Behind"

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                     -=We ALL got=-

 Weekend Recap

Friday, worked..4:30-7:30 it was a good day overall of work..and then afterwards I went to Crueger's House to chill and play some pool and rocked out with TDA. Always GOOD times with them..

Saturday, worked..6:30-3..well actually I woke up late but thats ok my supervisor didn't care..so it was cool..I was about 45 minutes late..no biggy..it's not like I do it all the time..but w/e..that also was a good day of work..then afterwards went to Crueger's House again with TDA..played some pool..and hung out..I wasn't in the mood for much because of lack of sleep and I had to work alot..so I just wanted to hang out..and be with them..

Sunday, worked 7:30-4..lol..yea I work alot what can I say *shrug* especially on the weekends because I don't work much during the week..that was a pretty tough day..had alot of work to do but w/e..I got through it..and then afterwards my Love came over and we hung out for a while and I brought her back home..and that was my weekend..exciting isn't it?..lol..I had fun though..like always..

The COUNTDOWN is on!

10 Days till "Spring Break!" I can't wait..because I actually made plans with a couple of buddies to go to Boston, MA..for the week..which is going to kick major ass..right now it's going to be- Mikey, Simpson, G, and Matt..The 4 of us..on a road trip..inspired by the greatest movie of all time- "Dumb & Dumber"

OK well that's it for now..I will update in a few days or so..if something exciting happens..lol..thank you to all of those who read my journal I appreciate it..because I know that i'm not doing this for nothing..haha..ok well again..thanx..

                    -=Left Behind=-

Concert Report-

The Subliminal Verses Tour kicked soo much fucking ass..omg..I give credit to all the bands especially slipknot they put on the best fuckin show I have ever seen they were on for a 2 hour set..it was so much fun..KICKED MAJOR ASS!

What's New?

Nothing much really..umm..I fixed my car..so thats good..me and ash are still going strong and still together..I miss her though I haven't seen her in a couple days..I am still working alot but w/e...I am used to it now..and thats pretty much it for now..oh and my family sucks at life..but anway yea..if anything exciting happens more I will update..l8er

Mikey

Inside my shell I wait and bleed..

Current Background Song-

"Wait and Bleed"- SLiPkNoT

Things are slightly better today..my car is getting fixed tommorow morning I got a good price on the part I need and its only $70..also my mechanic recommended me a place to go to get it put in for a low price which is good..I guess..it just sux because "WHERE AM I GETTING THE MONEY?!" I get paid tommorow..about $300..so thats good..but once I get my car fixed and pay for my phone bill which is due on the 15th of this month..I will have like nothing left of my check and then to ice the cake off..on the 16th I have to pay college tuition one more time $370..so idk..I guess thats how the world turns and it makes you wonder "How we all know that THIS isn't hell?"..but hey w/e..I got to look on the positive side..tommorow night..at the MEADOWS..I am going to a GREAT concert with my buddy Joe (NewsPaper)

Subliminal Verses World Tour

Shadows Fall

Lamb of GOD

Headliner- SLiPkNoT

It's going to be great!..me going to concerts is kind of like a little vacation..since all the other times I plan to go on a vacation bombed on me..going to concerts is all I have as far as a vacation for myself..Hopefully things will start to change for me..as they slowly seem to have started already..but well see..I don't want to get my hopes up like I always do with everything else and then have them crash like a missle straight through the ground..

Yesterday

School then..went hunting with ButterZ and G to different car part stores to find the cheapest price on the part I need for my car..and afterwards we went to Friendlys to eat..and things started to heat up after that..because I suggested to just go to my g/f's house because there was NOTHING else to do..and they got upset with me on that..and I just lost it..because I can't please everyone and I love hanging with them..and alot of the times my friends seem to get mad at me for the stupidiest shit so the only conclusion I can think of anymore is..if I am such a distraction and since I don't like to go to the mall "25/8"..then don't hang out with me..because I try to come up with ideas on things to do every weekend and most of them don't want to do something different because they are stuck to that mall..but w/e..if thats what they want to do then idk anymore..sorry..for the only CLOSE friends I have anymore they sure seem DISTANT..and that is something that I don't want...Then I left and just went to my g/f's house and hung out with her till about 10:30..she is so great to me..she never talks bad about me or does anything wrong to make me sad or mad..she is always happy and she is always THERE for ME..and I love her so much..deeply...That's all for now I guess..I am out..and like I said before "Hopefully things will change"

Mikey

SLiPkNoT  "Duality"

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

So anyway..yea..the details..um..basically this weekend has been very horrible..for me...all I did was work..friday..saturday..sunday..three 8 hour days in a row...very tough weekend of work..but w/e..it's money and I got through it..I went out throughout the weekend..but I didn't do much I hung out with my love..ButterZ..and Crueger..friday and saturday night..friday night we just hung out at Cruegers and played some poker..and pool..because there wasn't anything else to do in this fuckin shit hole..except work..*sigh*..I need to get away..I really need a vacation because I fuckin DESERVE IT!..but it seems everytime I planned to go on vacation with someone it got fucked up.."too good to be true"..like always...I was supposed to go to Colorado with my girlfriend..but her aunt and uncle never got back to us..so that got cancelled..me and butterz were planning on going to florida..and take a sick road trip..but that got screwed up.."I can't win"...Today is my parents anniversary..and they aren't talking my dad is being a real fucking dick to her..left her home all weekend while he went out..and they aren't even going out today..I have a problem with my car..and I need money to fix it which I don't have so I tell my dad I need to take the money out of MY Savings Account. and he tells me No!..so he expects me to pay for my school..my car..this and that and this and that..and I JUST can't do it..so I have no choice but to quit school..seriously..I like it..and I am doing good and all..but I just can't afford it..

"What did I do to deserve this?"- Coheed and Cambria

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