well the surgery was good until i woke up. Then I and was in a shitload of pain. They gave me mad morphine which got me all drugged up but i could still feel the pain a bit. Then they gave some stuff stronger then morphine that knocked me which was good, until I woke up again. Then they put me on the machine that b ends my leg for me and  that was hurting prett bad, then I had to leave and when i tried to get outof the wheel chair into my car it sucked ever more assx. Now im at laying down in a shitload of pain. i can barely move cuz the brace is so fucking big. This sucks so much, i want to shoot myself.

Like the title says, it was a crazy ass weekend. Saturday morning i was forced to watch from the sidelines as we beat Coronado 16-8.

Went out later and had to drive through a shizload of rain i thought my car was going to start floating. Got to a party after that,only had a beer and a jello shot because I was driving. I did get a body shot taken of me for the first time which was kinda fun. It ended up getting raiding at like 1 so we took  off and there was only one way out and the cops had it blocked so we had to pull a 180 fly down the road and go back about half a mile and park in the desert. We sat it for about 15 minutes then we left, 6 of us went to my cousins house and they chilled for about 2 hours. Two of them went home and three of them stayed their and three of htem stayed because my cousins dumass said i would give them a ride. So i ended up giving them a ride to the other side town(about 30 miles) at 3 in the morning then went back to my cousins house to crash. I walked in the door fell on the floor and was out.

Well, I got the MRI results and it turned out to be an acl tear, a slight MCL tear, and some damage to my meniscus. So ill be having surgery soon rehabing and be back on the field next season. It kinda sucked, i drove around for a while just trying to clear my head. Ive accepted it for the most part but im still kinda down :/.

went to the mall after school today, it was fun. I was in crutches and when i was going into the changing room, she asked if i needed help, I was like, YEA! she luaghed, and just put the pants in the room for me. I thought she was gunna help me change :/.

Ill get my results for my knee tomarrow. Im praying to god its not a tear. I dont wanna be gone for the whole season :(.

Went to the doctor today, after feeling it he said hes almost 100% sure its a tear. If that true, then my season is over. Which really really really sucks., But he also said hes never seen this much movement and little amount of swelling after a tear, so there may be some hope. IM praying that that is the case.

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