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My Eternal Sin
Current mood:  peaceful
Hey this is for you, who forevermore sweared
you start to give up, b/c you think he doesnt care
just when it becomes to much to bear
you scream at him at the top of your voice
thats when you think he just doesnt care
well some news for you my troubled friend
this guy will be with you till the end
as hard as you try you cant shake his ability
to give you the peace and the tranqulity
of all the past sins
and all the guilt
of the person and one that you wanted to save the most
you realize now
that you have no reason, the past has happend and now you cant change it
you talk and you cry with out any help
that one who comforted on that pouring hour
that last time, the final stand
to face your sin on that night
you know what I mean, that one time to set it all right.....
I just comes crashing down with out a care
Just because you tried and failed
you give up your hope you give up your innocences to some people or persons
who dont do anything for you
you think they have love you think they have passion
but they leave you in the street once you get captured
the lost relieve, the eternal pain
that you feel everyday b/c of that person
not the one who let you down
the one you promised to protect, and lost it all with out a sec
to spare with out a second to lose
you come to your sinces and find
the world is cold the frozen ice
that you thought was so firm that you thought was solid
thaws through
allowing you to fall
all the way down till it all brakes down
the second your face eats that ground
you look around for some help
only to find its him at your throught
pulling and stangleing with out that compassion
the love and affection you thougth your we happy
just realize nothings what it seems if you think one thing well it just isnt the same
you used to be saved.....but your lost agian.....never to return to your "home"
to the family who cares...though they never show it deep down you know
with out them you'd be totally alone
as hard as you try, the time pass by
only to find hatred for them more and more
no matter what you do
where ever you look tell me that day can you be forgiven
for the person you kill....for that person that is missing.....
everytime you look you find your self....
thats is when you look for someone to help
they find you and laugh at your pain and sorrow
thinking its something that they just cant follow....
well i can tell you know withh out hessitation
they wont give at all if you give them the second
wait it out a while...look for that one
guy or girl
its never to late
to relieve your self from this pain
your eternal sin
your never ending sorrow
our terrible past
will we sleep
comfortably or just be alluded
indeed we know with out an allusion
or just a second ago we thing
was that him walk past me
did I let it go....
my medication
is all gone now you must look around to find a way out
but is a long dark way
your sin creates
you will find it someday just look around
others have done it
but will you know
embrace your fear
and relinquish your sin
savation is just around the bin
take up your arms and raise them high
you find finally your peace has come by
but the real question remains
do you take or go
without it you know that nothing will be easy
nothing will be kind
with out the love of him
dont let it pass you
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