i'm so fucking bored right now....and angry. My local EB had on their boxes as of last week and still as of today that snake eater was supposed to come out today on the 16th. I asked the guy and he was like we haven't gotten around to changeing the boxes yet, its the 18th. so i'm really angry cause i needed a serious break from reality after the stuff that's been going down over the last week (girl troubles, see previous blogs). so i'm angered....later all

     argh so bored...thought i'd give an update cause i realized that all i've been doing is bitching about my girl problem since i started posting again (it really has been the only thing on my mind, well the biggest thing on my mind i make room for other stuff)

     First (i don't think i posted this yet) The last 2 animes i saw were V-Gundam ( awesome but really, really, really, sad) and Shaman King (excellent). I really got into Shaman King, even got the PS2 game, which is a let down as far as games goes, but its good enough to be enjoyable. I also got Guilty Gear Isuka, It was also a let down compared to GGXX, but its still just as good of a fighter, new character, and a custumizable Robo Ky II. It lacks in most of the good stuff from XX, mission mode, story mode, gold and black characters. Oh well...

Snake Eater Should be out tomorrow i hope it doesn't let me down....i hope...

     school work sucks really bad. i've got like a lab to finish from last week a new one to finish from today and HW to do all for Chem class. A take home exam due next tues for ethics. did my math today already and english just isn't pretty.

     well, i couldn't have a perfect post so i'm gonna bitch about girl problems again although i think i've already expressed everythning to it very well. I didn't get to see her today though (by the way me her and her ex/new bf have been helping her boss lady move all last week that's why i've been seeing her a lot) they didn't call me for help today in fact they didn't call at all, i thought they'd at least call to let me know if i should or shouldn't come help. I was hoping my balls wouldv'e grown big enough by today to talk to her straight out...or make a "convenient" slip up to get things rolling. Still i like hanging out with her regardless and it does suck that i didn't get to, and its weird going through the whole day thinking yeah this afternoon i'll be able to hang with her again and then it not happen. Gives me a funny feeling in my stomach. Argh...its happening again, my emotions are stronger than the amount of words needed to express them. I should call her in a hour or so....but i probably won't. Maybe she'll call me tonight since we didn't get to talk, although i doubt that...damnit i'm starting to ramble...that's a sign that i'm done here...every one have a good one...i'm out.

This is funny, i mean really, i don't come around here at dragid much anymore but it seems like nothing has changed except this club thing, and project evolution. Well i really do grow tired of this site but its that 1 in a million chance of meeting a cool person or a post i can truly relate to. I've found one cool person who i chat with online and once in a while a post comes up that i like, everytime i make a post it like falls off the frount page in no time, and i if post on one that really interests me it aswell falls in no time even if it had some backing it really is weird, don't even try to back it wit some logic like no one wants to post any more, well you can but be a little more logical than my stupid example. oh well, since i haven't made one of these in months i guess i could try to do a little catch up on my life since i know you are all just drooling in anticipation.

well everything is about the same, i'm still looking for a job, still trying to save up for new games and DVDs, i haven't got a game since july. I'm in community college right now, i plan to transfer to UNCG next year and plan on majoring in computer programming, and minoring  in Asian studies with a concentration in japanese, i as well plan to study abroad in japan, for a year, after 2 years of japanese language courses.

Well last up, i'm entered in an an Initial D ver. 3 arcade tournament in a couple of weeks...and if everything goes well i might come out of it some prize tokens, if i'm really lucky i have a good chance to win....the reason i bring luck into this is becuase my skill is superb at the game as is a couple of my friends, and this one guy who's super awesome too, should all be in the tournament, when it comes down to so much skill a little luck wouldn't hurt me.

As well, i may have made blog with this in it already this was a while ago wen i did this, but i beat Bunta on ver. 3, and not a Bunta challenge bunta on a course of choosing with him in the Trueno, but the Bunta that unlocks in Akina driving a WRX, after you beat the game who is a beast. so any way that's it for now and maybe forever......ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

Sunday August 1st 2004

11:55 pm

Mood: tired

    Been a while, thought i'd come back and talk, not much done lately, went and saw Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, i thought it was really funny, and after that we wanted to go to white castle, but we don't have one around here so we settled for Krystals. well that was fun, but we are planning a trip to White Castle sometime soon.

    Also, been playing initial d arcade stage ver. 3 some more, on the last course now. Enough of that.

     Now for the stupid people here, on dragid. I really think some of you should grow up...i mean there's some body posting around recently that i've noticed and the only thing he says is this is spam, i mean its so annoying, come on if a mod thinks the same they'll delete it, its pointless to point it out. Basically i'm thinking about stopping posting here. up until now i've given everyone a lot of slack because of their age and that's because i remember what it was like being 13, 14, or 15 years old and what it was like to say something and feel smart or like i put someone in there place, just to realize later what i did was stupid, but it seems like some people don't get this feeling and keep showing increasing signs of stupidity, this is why my patience is wearing thin. in the end i have a lot of thought floating through my head on this topic but i can't get it all out in the right order so it makes sense, i know for this simple fact some people would flame me but i know most aren't matured enough to comprehend the concept of having to much thought. I would have said not old enough but i'd be flamed more for that, of course the mature statement probally wouldn't float to well any way. That's one reason i don't make a thread about it because no one see where i'm comming from with this because they're the people i'm talking about....well...i might feel bad about this rant later, i might not...oh well, i still wish all of you the best day you could have......later

Friday July 16th 2004

11:11pm

mood:mellow

just thought i'd come and talk...nothing too interesting has happened here. I've watched the rest of Ranma that i had to watch, the 12 episode OVA and the 2 movies, the other day and that was good. I still make regular trips to the mall to play the initial d arcade game. Wow things have been going kinda slow...i put in an aplication at EB games at the mall yesterday and my cousin came over and stayed the night. During that night i got him hooked on initial d, the anime, which in turn made him want t oplay the arcade game so i got him double hooked on initial d....that's about the size of it. Also i watched some Azumanga Daioh tonight. oh yeah and i made a new friend online through a dragid forum and she's cool, i like talking to her...well that's all for now...till later...

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