Well i went to the dentis today....

And i came back a total emotional wreck...

It was only two little caveties that they were filling. He gave me two shots of local anestesia... hell those stupid things hurt soo much specialy the one that hit my left side nerve; it made my mouth start burning my tonge was on fire it hurt so much...

I was shaking through out the thing and i left and felt like shit. i roadraged the way home. when i got here i just dumped everything and crawled into bed and i started crying

hell i even went upstairs to my mom to get some confort.

When i stoped crying i came back to my room and sleep for two or so hours...

hopefuly tomorrow is better...  

I just remembered that i had a blog and htat i handt updated it yet! and omg its been a while =P

Sorry guys i'm just a bit out of it!

I got a new bf ^_^ his name is Asher

He is turning 22 on friday. He is so sweet

He needs to come over and meet the parents... i rather put guys thru that as soon as posible otherwise wierd things happen.  And he is up for it "i've never met any parents that dont like me" well news flash! my parents are way different.......

Oh well i'm sure they will like him i dont really want to give him hopes in case it happens otherwise

and my mommy is a bitch when it comes to boys... or male friends. she will talk to my sister and i in spanish while the lil male cant speak a word... its really annoying... oh well

anyway if any of you guys want to get ahold of me come visit me at

#DewDropInn in bruised.1BadAssBird.org (irc server)

I'm usualy always there =D

Oh and if you go lookin for me ask for Jules or JL (or Bubbles)  noone knows me there by anything else =)

Tata for now!

Well I havetn updated my blog in a while.

the funeral was very solem kinda like in the movies bunch of people dressed in black in a pure white landscape with snow falling. Their breaths visible, tear drops freezing on thier way to the ground.

It was sad. and i have another one to go to this week also. The guy who was in critical condition connected to life support suffered too much brain damage and there fore he was unplugged from life support on saturday. I think the funeral will be this thrusday or friday. my friend is taking another week off from work.

*Sigh* even tho i wasnt affected this has thought me a valuble lesson.

I am lucky to be alive.   which is nice. Life is good, indeed it is with all its problems and sadnesses

Well time for bed. i have school tomorrow.

Sorry guys i got my wisdom teeth and two other teeth pulled on the 27... and well i spent that time on monotonus ways... like mIRC... i'm learning stuff about it, about being an IRCOP, not to mention Scripting and all that nice fun stuff. This all cuz of SleepCommand, and Shortz ^_^

As for my new year... well i was in pain and went to sleep soon after midnight...

My friend and coworker Lost her father to a car crash at 4 am... drinking and driving. he drove a 86 porsh. there were 3 other people in the car with him, his two sons in law, and a friend of one of them.

They were going 100mph he lost control of the vehicle and smashed to a telephone post... all 4 people got ejected from the car, the driver's side of the car recieved more dammaged. My friend's brother in law was behind her father in the car. He is now at the hospital in seattle, still on life support, aparnelty he will suffer from severe mental retardation... or something to that extent...

the two other passangers only got broken bones.

tomorrow is the funeral.

Xmas is coming up! and so is the 27th

Whats going down on the 27th you ask? well very simple at 11 am i am having my wisdom teeth pulled along with two premolars in the top jaw. I should be very dead on the evening of the 27th hehe...

Either way i'm kinda looking forward to it. because it means i'm taking steps to improve my apearace (hell i know i spelt that wrong) i'm getting braces on the 31st of January. yeah braces. I want a nice straight smile.

I think its worth all its troubles.  so ya!

well hopefuly i get stuff to keep me on xmas ^_^

So i got out of my house a little after 4 and didnt come back till about 10:30

I bout some presents, but i cant quite liste them all cuz my freind jim reads this blog, and well i cant go saying what his present is... yah ^_^

I got his younger sister a really cute hello kitty alarm clock tho. and i almost lost it at target.. cuz i'm a skatter brain.

I'm going back tomorrow to get the rest of the presents i need to get with jim.

I should have fun.

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