this is from a song i would like to reconize it's called attack by 30 seconds to mars

I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, I'll give up what I
Started and stop this, from end to beginning
A new day is calling, and I am finally free!

i love music

My own life is crazy with all thse feelings i felt i'd write this

I just lose it and go on forever or
Will i fall under pressure
Will i be able to survive
It seems all i do to survive
My own life becomes worst
And tears me farther
Then i ever wanted to go
Sadness and tears
Dont bother me at all anymore
Am i just becoming depressed or
Is it just a sign
That my life is just one big test
Of one humans suffering 
Hopes and dreams are shatterd right in front of her own face

And yes i wrote that all myself any comments go ahead and post

i swear my life has been so crazy i have one song that desices me when i'm with someone i care so much about my ex bf it's by Kelly Clarkson it's called Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

it's just a song i feel conects to me even

though i still love and hate him i can't bare see him hurt him self by smoking

what do you know it's valentines day my day was basiclly just like any other day nothing special but my bf did give me a present of being with him and his kisses i just love him so much   i'm crazy for him i am doing really good so everyone know i am happy as ever as i ever been i mean

i went to hospital cause i had been sick for a few days and mom and dad were worried so they took me did some  blood work and decoverd i had lopus and look it up on the internet i have no organ problems either

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