It is amazing how things that you don't expect to happen........... well, do happen. Heh.

I am not gonna get into it though.

I bought my Girlfriend a diamond necklace for valentines day, a pretty nice necklace if I do say so myself. =3

I love her sooo much, I wish I could see her more often. I care for her sooo much, and would do whatever I can to make sure she is happy. When, I am not with her I worry about her, hoping that nothing bad happens to her. I wanna be able to give her everything she want, take care of her every need, make sure the that the smile on her face never fades. Everyday I am away from her it pains me. All I can do is try to do something to take my mind off her, to hold back any worries I may have, and try not to believe that I miss her as much as I do.

Her eyes.

Her smile.

The smell of her hair.

Her cute little laugh.

How she acts in her sleep.

They all fill me with such joy.

About four more months. Then maybe. ^^

Yesterday, Fate decided to fuck me over when I got home, by killing all the power in my room and over half the house. This left me with only one thing to do, I slept till the next day. Now as of today, I have have shown Fate that it can't fuck with me. With the simple use of an extension cord and a surge plug, I have restored power back to my room. Wahahahahahahahaha!!! In your face, Fate.

Chicks I know or talk to are beginning to drive me nuts.

First, last weekend, my GF almost had an emotional breakdown. This is cuz we only really get to see and talk to each other every 2 weeks. Well, this last weekend when we were apart we didnt really talk much over the phone or through AIM like we normally do. So, this gets her all worried and upset that we are show signs of how her other relationships ended up. So, I had to talk her down and convince her that it is ok if we dont talk as often as we normally once in awhile. She is happy now.

Second, there is this chick who I have been talking to over the net and I am beginning to think of her as a budddy. Now she says she is ugly, I have seen a pic of her and I say otherwise. I have even talked to a friend of hers, who agrees with me that she is an attractive person. No matter what I or her friend says, she wont admit it. Heck, I think she would sooner kill me in the balls then admit that she is cute. Now over the past week, she has been having major guy problems. First, she is dumped by her BF for another women. Then shortly after, when she is starting to get over her ex, she starts to like this guy who likes her, but he is one of those 'Angsty' guys. Things are ok at first, then all of a sudden, after an 'event' he begins to avoid her and he doesnt talk to her. He basically breaks any ties with her. Now this does nothing for her self esteem. Lately, she hasn't  been as talkative as normal.

This last one there is nothing really wrong with her, just annoys me. She says she is on a diet, cuz she is going on a trip and she says she is fat and doesnt look good in a swimsuit. Now I have her tell me an estimate of what she weights. She tells me and I am like 'that is crap, you are not fat.' she is like 'It is not that I am fat, just that I dont look good in a swimsuit. I respond with 'That is still crap. My GF weights about * and she looks great in a swimsuit. You are just being silly.'

............... she says she doesnt believe me and is going to stay on her diet.

Bah!

I needa kill something.  I think I will play a game now.

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