sorry i didnt expect to stayed at Hong Kong for to long like 3 weeks..well i didnt stayed there for nothing its because something was going on to me....some one put a black magic(or just a curse for me)on me...well if u want to hear it just read through.........

it happend almost 2 month ago.....while i was going to the mall and i walked alone that time because i need to buy me a new cloth(well i cant bring them because im a very hard picker so in cloth picking...im always alone)well i dont realy know why im always yawn today(realy stranged like some one is doing something to me/or just sleepy)well i always wear little cloth and lastly i strech my hand and you can see my belly(im just 45kg/165cm i think>.>)then suddenly some one stabbed me from the back(the thing he uses arent sharp so he aimed the belly that is opened)and ran away...i was in pain a walk to some people i didnt know(i was in the dark path that time)then lastly i fainted.....

i woke up in the hospital and my mother and father was there....then suddenly the doctor came to me and speak to me privately...he said i was in coma for 1 whole month and you know i was shocked...when they removed the thing it was a stranged shaped knife and found an egg shells inside me and that knife was holding the egg(its realy a small egg and the doctor said the egg was empty)

the doctor said an unusual things happend when they used an x ray on me they saw something moving inside me like a thing so they cut my body opened but cant see anything but when they use the x ray they saw it moving so fast from my intestine...then a few minutes later something happend...my inside moved so fast the doctor was shocked and saw my heart beeps so fast you can even hear it beeping but when they see the machine(that heart beat thing)my heart is fine but they saw everythings is moving and they saw my intestine move like worms trying to get out from my body and it even drops on the floor from the bed...so they picked it up and put it inside again and put my skin back(well they want to make an experiment on me that time but my father stoped them by calling the police)

afther one week they were also shocked that i was healed just coma that mean they was not even a scrach on me.....so thats all he said... then i went home after few weeks im fine but at one time at friday night like 12 am somethings moving inside my body it was very painfull like i want to riped my body apart...somethings moving inside like eating my stomach...then i saw a lumps on my belly that is moving and then take shaped like a claw...moving trying to break through me...my mother was very scared well she should know how i scared=.=...then in 5 mins its gone..nothing i felt nothing....then she cries and even the babies next door cries that time so without thinking the next day my father asked some one and heard they are a best shaman in china or a specialist in this things...so in no time we went to hong kong....and found the specialist guy....so after he checked on me he was shocked...then cries and said oh god who would do such a thing...then he search a book(its hard to understand the book)then he was scared he said your life is short lil man=.=....

my father was very mad almost punch him but my mother stoped him....the he explains....this is a ritual that needs a sacrifice....they will put an egg inside a special ancient knife and stabed you on the skin of your body only...and thenit will feed inside your body by eating a small amout of your organs..and these things cant bee seen by the naked eyes...the characters that has been put the egg inside will not die easy because the thing that is a demon is keeping your life he said that if the forms of the demon complets it will break my body and then the demon will drag my intestine outside to eat it and then the other organs at a time and in this time you still lives but in pain that almost never end untill he ate my heart then i will die...i was frozen....i dont know what to say just shocked while my father and mother cries alot...and then he said he cant stop the monster...but he already sealed it so it will stop moving but he said if i got to tired the seals might grown weak and might break and continues to feed until his evolved and kill me..and its already 80% evolves so he dont want me to get to tired...and he wants me to stay there for 3 weeks.....he said this is a black magic for making the character to feel pain and suffer slowly...then he said this is something i do to make people angry and get revanged on me...

im realy a kinda bad.....many people dont like me because im the cutest guy in my place and my school....and i always rejects love because i think i need to work first and many girls cries because of what i did and i always hate other people.....and did many bad things like putting boms on peoples dog...(some lost their legs and some dies)....putting shit on peoples property and always looking for a fights...well i think this is why that guy/girl put a curse on me or should i say trying to kill me....now im a walking time bom for myself....so il just advise you guys to not acting like me to much it might cost your life or mine now all i want to say is who the fucking guy stabed me and make my life worthless....now im home and soon to an end.....sounds arent true but what can i belive im dying thats all i belive...

well im at somewhere in china....>.> lots of pigs here that i hate....just coming here for awhile so if u want the image again just pm me but i cant send ya for now coz im in CHINA @_@ a few days here for my vacations.....

Well to me..US School are very stranged b'coz i lived in malaysia....

in my school all are boys but none are homos...

we only got 7 hours of school a day 6~1 pm....

only 20 mins rest in the middle of the day.......

we will be on a vacations at October till Last December...

all wears school uniforms this is the bad one only private are free...

and after our last exams all are already on vacations but in US u all are still at school..thats scary..that is we already 2 moth vacation already and you all are still at school(not now at Xmas that is)

when she was only 7...her father left her in his school alone without any one and her father ran to australia because of family problems(its realy a freakin women problems but her father gave them $1500 a month)

her mother doesnt care to much at her...so she is like toataly doesnt know wat to do...and lastly her mother cooked her a special tasty food for her only...and it was stranged thats the first time her mother cooked a special dinner....well it was to good to be true her mother made a special event for her at the next day by leaving her and went to Brunei...they only left her money..a maid(already worked till 10 years straight doesnt know if shes paid or not)and a house....

after a more then  a year...her father maried to a women that he like(in Australia and invest a profitable work)

lastly her father went bankrupt becuase the women he had maried triked him...and gone poor there...

her life is getting misrable because of not enough funds...so she had to safe her money more then he can afford...she would eat 1 times a day and we dont know what she eats she is not that slim and when walking to the mall she always save money and doesnt buy anything just hang out......

(she is age of 17 now same as me)

after that my brother saw her and made friends...at first we though my bro was in love...and always taking more money then ever....

we lost so many money because my bro always buying shirt(i knew something was stranged coz his shirt are so cheap only $5 each and bought it only like 3~4 but took $300 from my mother)when my bro gone to the mall he gave her all the money he got its hard to do this you know and i always have money and if he asked for some i said take whatever u need(i dont know anything)

then my brother starts to look numb everyday...my mother was mad at him coz always worried to that girl he loves(my mom doesnt know this even all of us)

my brother was sad because her(my steps sis) finance will be nothing  later because she cant go to collage with no money in hands(so she got no future)....

then in a few month her sister came and getting married soon...so she need to sell the house that my step sister lived in(try to think where do you want to go with nobody els even your mother and father left you when her sister sells it...and even her sister doesnt care about her nor her other family members they got 2 brother and 2 sister but all have been take care of coz both of them are already at worked and the other one already got a step family only her that doesnt have nothing because her family is ruined)

so my brother finally ask my mother so she would insist that she would talk to her....then after my moher talked to her they all cried because how she felt from the time she was 7 or less till his 17 and still lived with sadness...

and my mother took her as a step sister and thinking to put her in collage with me soon....but its not cheap becuase im kinda like a rich behavior like so now we got another burden and were not that rich but have to take her with us

even gods knows how it feels so think if u found this kind of girl...what you wanna do...(our money is $2500 a month and 2 more years my father will quit his job at 2007...and wats my family gonna be at that year...