fried my laptop . . . . i had to have my hard drive replaced and everything *sighs* it will be a while till i have got everything working again if ever . . . oh and because i had my password saved on AIM i forgot it so i cant use it anymore so just look me up on wickedrevengance once i get AIM downloaded again . . .
*sighs* ok ya know what i really really do not get this html thing! -.- this is sad . . . most of my 'friends' are genius hackers . . . . and i can even get the hang of html . . . gack this stinks . . . oh well i will get it eventually . . . that is if i dont get mad and throw the com out the window of course
gack! gotta go shopping for bikinis today mum says "you are too pale! you are going to go and get a nice tan!" *shudders* i dont want one!!! pale is a lovely skin tone! . . . or lack of one i guess lol *grins* anywho i never like shopping . . . *sighs* everything is pink or has glitter or some oddball neon color *shudders* the colors burn!!! for goodness sake cant they make some for the "other kind" oh oh! now a cute suit would be like black and spiders or skulls or something! anything but those nasty pink flowery things gross!!!! *sighs* ok well . . . i gotta get my homework done or it is just going to start yet another argument with my mum *sighs* . . .
well my boyfriend just randomly signed off . . . i think he is mad at me . . . *sighs* nothing to do . . . no one will talk to me . . . everyone is ignoring me . . . *sighs again* like usual . . . . i want someone to talk to . . . .
well today was better than yesterday . . . well a little bit anyways . . . *sighs* my sister made me go to this stupid movie with a bunch of sixth graders which was like bore city and then this weirdo person kept bothering me! -.- she is sooo annoying . . . and all this time i could have been with my boy friend which makes it even worse! *sighs* . . .
why? that is the topic for today!!!!! why the hell is it always arguing!!!! why?!?! that is all i ever do with my mum!!!! and i hate it . . . and if it isnt my mum it is my little sister . . . . sometimes all i want to do is live in silence . . . . . for a long while now . . . all i ever want is a little silence . . . and today i did something i never ever do . . . i stayed late after school . . . . and i had . . . fun! it was so weird . . . i stayed and just kinda hung out with some people i know . . . *sighs* . . . . but everything has a price . . . mine was i didnt get any homework done i have orals in french tomorrow of which i will fail with flying colors . . . but it gets better . . . soon as i got home i went up to my room so i didnt have to talk to my mum . . . but dinner . . . i hate meals . . . i hate eating for that matter . . . because then i have to go downstairs . . . . so i just sit down start eating . . . . low and behold! seconds later we already arguing! . . . . *sighs* and my sister has found that she can take advantage of how tired and stressed i am!!!! . . . . gah! all she has to do is nag! ask her enough and you get what ya want!!!! yeah do it much more and . . . . *growls* gah! i want to rip everyone to shreds!!! i dont want to put up with them any more!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to scream!!!!!!!! i dont want to put up with this!!!!!!! . . . . . . *sighs* ok . . . im fine . . .
. . . gack this stinks . . . oh well i will get it eventually . . . that is if i dont get mad and throw the com out the window of course
mum says "you are too pale! you are going to go and get a nice tan!" *shudders* i dont want one!!! pale is a lovely skin tone! . . . or lack of one i guess lol *grins* anywho i never like shopping . . . *sighs* everything is pink or has glitter or some oddball neon color *shudders* the colors burn!!! 
for goodness sake cant they make some for the "other kind" 
oh oh! now a cute suit would be like black and spiders or skulls or something! anything but those nasty pink flowery things 
gross!!!! *sighs* ok well . . . i gotta get my homework done or it is just going to start yet another argument with my mum *sighs* . . .
it was so weird . . . i stayed and just kinda hung out with some people i know . . . *sighs* . . . . but everything has a price . . . mine was i didnt get any homework done i have orals in french tomorrow of which i will fail with flying colors . . . but it gets better . . . soon as i got home i went up to my room so i didnt have to talk to my mum . . . but dinner . . . i hate meals . . . i hate eating for that matter . . . because then i have to go downstairs . . . . so i just sit down start eating . . . . low and behold! seconds later we already arguing! . . . . *sighs* and my sister has found that she can take advantage of how tired and stressed i am!!!! . . . . gah! all she has to do is nag! ask her enough and you get what ya want!!!! yeah do it much more and . . . . *growls* gah! i want to rip everyone to shreds!!! i dont want to put up with them any more!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to scream!!!!!!!! i dont want to put up with this!!!!!!! . . . . . . *sighs* ok . . . im fine . . .