Mood: Awake

Current Vid: Armor For Sleep- "Dream To Make Believe"

Current Tune: Anberlin-"Paperthin Hymn"

-=[Dream To Make Believe]=-

          Life's too short to have regrets, I've come to learn that. Since I haven't updated this shizznit in a bit, I'll just say that school has been great, college isn't as bad as is used to be in my view... but eventually it will go down hill once more, so fuck it.

          Work has been laid back all of the sudden, three days off and it feels as IF I've been like gone for so long or fired, but naw, It's just a rest.

          I went out with this girl Tina, to make a long story short, I think I was used. Used to make someone feel good, used for attention and affection. We broke up two days after we started going out all bc I asked a small question, nothing to do with sexuallity. It's ok though. I am surprised that it was her who I would date... why you ask? Cuz she's a model and straight A/honor class student. Mayb it was too good to be true.

          On the side note, I've updated my vid. OMG! Sweeetxkizzes is awesome, she put Anberlin's song on her background and I was gonna put it on Myspace today in the afternoon but I didn't find how to get the flippin MP3 file. SO... she's kickass. The journal on myspace blog is HOT tho, and my song is by.....

Moneen: - "Are You Happy With Who You Are"

(I think)...LOL! GOD...I wish I could turn back time... but it's only a dream now.

-=[When Darkness Falls]=-

 -=[We Are Reborn]=-

[]Deace~Dooks

Mood: Bored (in school)

Current Video: Rise Against- "Give It All"

-=[I'd Give It All]=-

          Wow, I'm like so bored sitting next to Mikey in school right now. College can be fun if you are not alone.. oh yes, believe that playa. I have class in like ten minutes...we prolly are gonna go to just sit and wait for attendance and then just bounce out of there cuz well...we have really nothing to do.

          Afterwards, I'm prolly gonna go with Mikey to some place so he can get his car checked out...and then, well then I'll have time for anything. I'm so mad tho, at the fact that I'd give it all...for nothing? NAW, I would...but you just don't see it that way. Who Are YOU? The World May Never Know...

-=[ALL For You]=-

[]Deace~Dooks

Mood: Been better

Current Video: Weezer- "Undone (The sweater song)

Current Tune: Eisley- "Telescope Eyes"

-=[Everything Is Beautiful]=-

          I kinda feel confused about stuff, but I'll deal with it like always. I have like an hour or so till I have to go to work. I don't feel like going tho, with all this snow I just want to have fun and chill with lots of friends. I wish I had a gf, and most ppl think I do have a gf when in reality, I don't. I want one, I'm looking for one, but I'm also taking my time. I want the right girl...someone who's JUST RIGHT. Who I know life one be so hard with. Someone sweet and chilled, someone phsycotic and insane just like me. Naw, just kiddin lol!!! But there's alot ppl don't know about me, if they were to talk to me more and get to know me and understand me and not just pick someone to talk to for the heck of it, then mayb things wouldn't be so...confusing.

         Sometimes, I wish those ppl would give me a chance to show them but since most of them live in their own little world, I have to do the same.

"I'll be Just Fine, Pretending I'm Not"

-The Used.

It's that fact that everyone LOOKs at someone a certain way that doesn't let them be ausured of what they will do. Well I know what I want, I know what I am ready for. I don't want to grow up being 20 years old or something and live a life full of depression. I'm here, I'm NOW, I'm ready.

         Sure Enough, Draigid is not a place to meet ppl and try to date them...Nope, it won't be like that. But it's a place to start, you could say. A place to understand other ppl's views, help them out and bounce right after your work is done. I'm not an Angel...I'm not anyone. My name is Carlos, and this is my life. Most might understand, but others have no fucking idea what this is all about. Well they don't need to understand...cuz they will eventually go through it in a couple of year or more. And If they don't, WELL ALELUYA!, I'll be there to give them a fucking bisket if they want. Doggy style it. 

-=[When You Don't Look Down]=-

[]Deace~Dooks

P.S.- Weezer is KICKASS.

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