I dont think it is even possible for me to tell what happened since I last posted. So I am not gonna try. Anyways today was boring. Yesterday I was really pissed off. My new crush (lets just call him the D-factor) went to go see Constantine with another girl! How dare either of them look upon the insatiable hottness known as Keanu Reeves... WITHOUT ME!  

Wow! A lot has happened since the last time I wrote. I have a new friend, she is staying with the boy next door. I finally have someone to talk to about TBND with. Nobody truly understood how I felt until now. I have learned many new and interesting things that have helped me make a descision... That TBND is truly important to me. I have been trying to make sure I knew how I felt before anything would be said to anyone. I had been really stressed out to the point of exhaustion and tears. I felt unsure of myself. I had never felt that uneasy about myself before. I felt that way because I really wanted to make sure that he would be able to stay in my life. The second day of my senior year is over. I cant believe that I only have one year left. My schedule is totally awesome. A few wierd things happened today. My other neighbor hit me in the butt twice. I got hit on by three chicks at school. ( that kinda freaked me out.) TBND's couusin was flirting towards me. And TBND himself was acting stranger than usual. But I let him in on my little secret about my true intentions with him. Hopefully he did catch on to the hints. If he didnt I am sure that the rest of the people in my neighborhood did. Yeah I am really tired so I will finish writing tomorrow. -_-ZzZz

 Hiya! Um I am really tired so Ima make this quick, I went to my bff's birthday party yesterday I ate cake, laughed at everything, and didnt get a wink of sleep. It was awesome!

Well, the day of my brothers b-day I got home and went outside to hang out with my friend Tess. I ended up running into the boy next door and all night he was acting like a huge jerk. After four hours of him pissing and moaning he finally decides he wanted to talk to me about something. He says "okay, I want to tell you that I do like you..." Then later we kissed. Maybe that was a bad idea on my part because he always seems to feel differently the next day. I dont know. It is just really complicated and it would take a lot of space to explain it all. It has been an event 2 and a half years in the making. He really does like me but he has got a buttload of issues. Anyhoo, peace out and I am gonna surf the web. Bye

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