So, another update. two in a row? crazy. It doesn't really even matter, because no one reads these.

So I had another guitar lesson. Didn't go over much, just beats and what-not because those always confused me since I don't read music. I was listening to Better Man by Pearl Jam, I picked it up by ear, it's not difficult to play, and pretty fun too. Oh, and I worked on the bridge on my guitar too, it's a floating bridge for my old f-hole harmony acoustic, it's a 67' or close to.

Hm..I feel quite content right now, though..a little lonely too :  I need something to do to occupy my mind..I guess i'll go find something.

Since i've last posted here i've been through a few girlfriends, good friends, crises'(?), interests and even graduation. I'm out of school, looking for a job. Going to school soon, I'd like to be a Carpenter. I'm very much into Rock(mostly classic) and Blues. Music is a HUGE part of me. I play guitar, and learning bass soon. Maybe piano if I get ahold of certian people. I don't know why I had an urge to somewhat update this place or even post occasionally..hm..oh well. I think i'm done for now, i'm a little busy.

Wake-A-Thon is a school thing. We raise over $35 per-student. Then pull an all nighter at school, can't sleep. But they have tons of food and activities.

Here's how it went:

Got there. There was a dance. My friend took some vicaden like pills..and couldn't stop sweating..and was really hot. His scences were inhanced..his sight, hearing, reaction time, everything o_o Anywho, we were sitting a table, decided to sign up for a Texas Hold'em tournement. We wondered around for a good 45-60 minutes, meanwhile we're getting really hot..can't hear anything, and we keep asking people "Have you seen Mr.s Leech?!" and everyone said "No.." So I start getting mad and say "I wish someone would just LIE to us and say yes!" Ironically the next person says..."no." But we turned around, take about 3 steps and she says "OH yeah!" we turn around fast and run to her and she just stares..and laughes. She didn't see her..We give up..are walking back to the table and see where to sign up. Which..the spot to sign up was only 4 tables away from were we began, and we didn't even nees the teacher. So hat was an hours waste of our life.


So...I have about four cups[the small 3 inches tall ones] of coffe, which about 6 packets of sugar in each cup. I sit down for the game and now all of a sudden I have to piss.But I can't leave the table. So, i'm doing ver good, but my problem is getting worse, and i'm very jittery from the coffee(which gets worse as I have more coffee). It gets from like..6 tables playing to now 2..i'm in the last 2 tables. I can't take it anymore and go all in, lose, and run to the bathroom as fast as I could. Afterwards I noticed my friends saw the whole thing. So...I start drinking more coffee..6 packets sugar each cup. My friend says to me "You know Justin, a real man would have 8 more cups of coffe"...So I drnk 8 more. I get the biggest caffine/sugar high EVER. I cannot stop moving. I'm moving/walking/talking/thinking faster than everyone, and my reaction time is intense o_o And..I literally can't stand still, I had to be moving contantly. So I have this for about..2 hours. Now they make us go upstars for the "Class Clash" which all it is, is our classes doing relay races against each other. I'm sitting ther, rocking back and forth..because I cannot stand still. Everything is funny and i'm tlaking super fast. |Everyone was laughing, I had so much thoughts racing though my head and I couldn't keep focused on one thing. I'm very, very jittery. People are tying to stop me from moving, but I couldn't stop o_o..and the entire tome from when I had started drinking the coffee, my eyes were like "O___O" Finally, about 10 minutes left, and it all just, goes away. I was exhausted and my legs were hurting..I was all burned out..and falling asleep. Which my friend said earlier I would do and laughed at me.

Got home and slept about 7:30am.

Now i'm here and done posting. Bye.

I haven't been ok. I also haven't updated this in a long time, and you know what? i'm not going to help you catch up on what you missed. If you want to kow, use your imagination.


-Here I stand, head in hand, turn my face to the wall. If she's gone, I can't go on, feeling two foot small-
I love her. I want to hold her..but, I have to wait a year to see her. I'm not a patient person. I've waited two years so far, i'm doing good, right? I hope so. As the days go on, it gets ever so closely till I can hold her in my arms and never let her go again.


I'd love to go on, but i'm very tired. Bye.

| Home | Older Blogs >>