last night i was high off my ass---lol it was odd cuz I was smokeing with  my girls dad......but all the same it was fun

yea I'm alive just been out for the past two mounths drinking and what not,but yes I'm still here that go's so you page.damn you and your weird friends lol

I'm thinking of geting out of this crap, auto body is not that bad of a job but I don't want to do it for the rest of my life so like I said i might just look for something else.as for my day,it's boring nothing to do and all I want to do is go home and sleep.....damn this class what a drag...and clare won't leave me alone so this whole day so far sucks ...but hey on the bright side I may end up going out with this girl I have been hanging out with this mounth.she has asked me out but I'm thinking about it .....don't need another clare lol but on that NOTE I AM OFF LATER DAYS

Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and fucking fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever

And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever

well I'm at work and No Cars are in today ........

this bites ass but oh well I can deal with it I go home at 1:45 to day better than five in the morning.

so what to say .........

well I just got a car a turbo cupe not that bad I have to say.....and nothing is new so I have to say later days

man what a day I had to stay up all night cuz this girl wanted to have some rave party........yea I hate raves I just like rock so.......it was weird and the worst part is she told me that she liked me(well she was druged up that dumb bitch)man can I just be like *this woman likes me and I don't like her back..........is that a crime! hey I heard that some place......but yea she will be out of my house veary soon!well I have nothing else to say so later days.

one of my friends have been haveing a hard time at home so now i'm leting her stay here but she kinda weirds me out she told me she has liked me for some time like when I was 11 she started likeing me .........just more bull shit that has to slap me in the face huh?oh well she was drunk and after last knight we have not talked ....weird but I will talk to her tomarow but for now later days

so it would seem I have not updated.so I'm updateing now .......so yeah my life  has been going by ok not much to say I'm geting a new spot in ford and that means more pay HELL YEAH FOR THAT....but yeah I'll talk somethime else

well clare and me talk'ed last night and it seems things for her have worked out she has found her self some new dude as for me I have some time to think things over cuz.....well I just got some one that kinda wants to go out but I'm not in the mood to go out with any one on that note my friends girl wants way to much to do with me so things are a bit odd but I got to go got work to go to .......yay.....I think

hey looks like I'm alive

well I have to go see what ford can offer me tomarow,they will show me the work area and the paint both as well as the frame rack.If I like it then I will go back to painting again other than that same old same old  so later days

last friday me and clare split up and my birthday comes up in two weeks.man what a way to start off the month LOL but that put aside things are ok  I just got a new car a thunderbird coup all I have to do is paint it so it's not a bad deal other than that nothing new

I got into this band 4 years ago but I don't like the latest cd but the vary first one was fucking off the wall........well not much else to say I'm going to see KORN ,MUDVAYNE,DISTURBED,it should be fun the pits better be good

well next month my birth day hits october 23.....im geting a trible phoenix on most of my back that day,just my way of ending my teenage life and starting my adult life....

monday I won the first fight but next weeks I have no clue who will be up next I need to know but what ever I'll just wing it.6 week ........this is going to be long

well the first fight me and clare had was about 40 to 45 mins today and it was about how hear ex came back to live here again and that she had gone and seen him.......yeah I know you think I'm over reacting but just wait till I tell you the rest of this.....when they were going out she would alway cry cuz of him he liked hurting her feelings she hated him and now she wants to friends with him after every time she saw him she would cry this just .......I need a punching bag soon.well i'm done

this is dark like signing off

got to go to gamestop after work and grab shadow of rome,not that bad so far I like how the storys going

I think I will be haveing fun for the next 6 weeks,2 years ago I stop kick boxing but when I heard my one of best firends enterd I had to sign up.most of the time I hate to fight but this is for fun I will beat him!!!!!his karate vs my muay thai this should be fun

YES I HAVE DONE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM BACK !!!!UP AND RUNING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

I'm  in a good mood and yet at the same time in a bad mood.see I'm just going to get a lab top cuz one it will help me at work and two I can chill on this site from time to time and yes I know that I keep saying Ill be back yet I never am but with this plan I'll be back in no time but for now I must eat so later days

 well the pc still has some bugs to work out but I'm going to get a program that should get this shit worked out then I can get back to talking but I think I'm going to get off befor my pc freezes up on me

well tomarow I'm going to be on......

other than that I have been working my ass off to pay rent

I guess I'm going to go so later days

well i'm back to working so I have not had much time to go online but soon I'm hopeing to just sit down chat but for now I have to work

well guess the pc is up and runing so i'll be back on tomarow I'll try to tell ya what my two weeks have been like but for now I need to sleep so till then sleep time

well I'm haveing a bad week here cuz my dad got on the pc and now I have a virus  but fear not I will be back at the end of the week so see you then.....oh and the law_of_retard site will be back up with some new updates so till then later days

I don't want to.....

I dont want to move at all.

I don't want to go to work tomarow...

I don't want to fight any more...

I wish I could sleep a week in bed....

I just want to stop feeling so run down like I have for the past week......

clare thinks she did this to me ...

this all sucks damn it!!!!

for the past week over and over ! have been both sad and mad but I don't know why?

well I have seen 33 episodes of bleach and I have to say that it's a bad ass anime,I saw it all on youtube.com but their are more episodes that I have to see but for now I think im going to just play doom so later 

Today was kinda cool I could be geting a car soon,I'm hopeing to get a fire bird

this is a pic that clatre got of me                                                  

after this week I have 9 days off from work...............just to sleep away I need it

I'm just kinda shaken by saterday,jack tryed to kill him self cuz clare said she don't like him.the fucked up part is jack called me saying that he was going to do this all cuz of me that I took her away from him,I told him to take it easy and then asked him where he was he then asked me what do I care that this is what I want.I told him yes I may not like you but clare does and I don't want to see what will happen when she finds out about this....when that was done and said he started crying saying she don't want him whats the point in liveing if his world is gone.all I could say is "clare has allways loved you but as family....all I could hear on the phone was crying but after some time asked me what should he do?so I told him don't do this and that we should talk face to face...he asked me where do I want to meet up at?my house is what I said. he said ok ....but yes we talked things out and It all got fixed up in the end. so now jack is from that day my friend.

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