yeesh I am so glad no one reads this, all I gots are complaints and saddy sad stuff suuu... I'm sorry >.< I spent the night over K-kun's, fun and stuff, but I think Ben likes her, and I'm such an unattractive person boo...

lol I think he'd prefer a poptart over me. And I ate all kinda baddy bad bad stuff at her house whoops.... so no more food today, and egg whites tomorrow. I won't let anything stop me from being skinny, even if I can't have anything else. I only have control over that one thing... my food. I like that control, I feel like I'm in power of my body.

I want to be on the comp but there are people there I don't want to talk to (ben for one, but it's okay cause he isn't talking to me. what fresh hell -_-') oh well lol =P life.

byes ^_^

I went over Ben's yesterday , yay fun fun and stuff. heh I always like going over there, he thinks I get bored but truth is I love being in his company >.< We could sit there for hours not talking, and I'd STILL be elated that I was there in his company lol s I don't get bored. I'm drinking Sprite Zero, yummy yummy in my tummy. And for dinner (lol my friend and I are going to el mall today and eating at Subway at least) I'm having fruit. I WILL STICK TO THIS BECAUSE I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL IN A FEW DAYS AND I MUST BE PREPARED. lol i want someone to say 'hey what happened to you you look great' even though that isnt gonna happen lol. But hey I can hope....

~yu&me

aww... I forgot I had pictures today!  (Martial arts pics with Kristen) ...poo. >.< And I've eaten so much already!!

french toast, grilled cheese, and hardboiled egg whites >.< badd bad bad me!! that just means nothing else tonight lol. I'm a girl on a mission!

mwuahaha I was playing FFXl earlier today and Ben called me, I forgot how much I had missed he and Cayih ... it made me kinda sad when I hung up. I miss them lol. But I'm tired again...not enough sleep, too much FFXl lol. But I refuse to be sad ^-^ I need to be strong for me friends. If I don't... who will? ^^

 but shhh I'm lonely and I hate it. Time to on an adventure!!

'No matter where you go, I always feel you so.'

~yummy

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oh god, what a past few day's I've had lol... I was asked to be in a 'threesome' And agreed, come to find out they were serious, and I found myself being serious, then my brain grew back and I told them no lol but now the one guy is trying to get my to agree to it again...please self, be strong.

I ate at a buffet today, I am so fat! the fat is rolling off my back -_-' I really gotta get serious lol

'I've always dreamt of shampooing the carpet in a flyersuit.'

~yummy

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